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I have been on this site some time now and things change. Sometimes significantly.
My name is Sissy Paula, I was married but my partner of 42 years died suddenly during the last 18 months. I miss her greatly and there will be no one out there who could replace her. But what we had was a conservative sexual relationship which led me to explore this site in the first place, and I wonder if its the place that I might find some solace, adventure, excitement and fun into the future.
Im a 64 year old bi-curious male who loves to dress as a female when ever I can. Im about 6 2 tall (without heels), weigh 15 stone (and trying to lose some weight!) and wear a size 161820 dress. I have browngreen eyes and quite long legs. I have 42B false breasts. I wear a light brown wig. Im a non-smoker and a social drinker.
Ideally it would be my intention to meet and serve a dominant Mistress. Besides undertaking any training that she requires of me (and Im sure there is loads) I would like to think that she could also help me develop as a maid or sissy, my look as well as style. I love being dominated and forced to dress. I can dress smartly (in what I call my posh dress) or as a maid or tart. Im not sure which I prefer but I guess maid and tart fits with my sub tendencies. I love wearing short skirts and always stockings and suspenders. I dont pretend to be convincing (I wish I could be) but I love dressing and being as feminine as I can be. I cant compete with some of the beautiful girls on here. All I can do is look, dream, wish, and do what I can with what little Ive got.
Im honest, loyal, discreet and clean. I do have some experience of serving a Mistress (Usually apro-domme) and often found the experience disappointing. I would love to gain more experience and if I was encouraged - by spanking or tying me down and blindfolding me I think I would enjoy the experience and fulfil someones dreams too.
I havent had the confidence to step outdoors whilst dressed so far but have been to a couple of clubs to meet others and have dressed there. It would be great to broaden that experience and please a Mistress in public. From a professional point of view I do need to be discreet. I travel away though and Im often staying in a hotel dotted around the country, and probably dressed in my room too! I do dream and fantasise about being caught dressed or pinching ladies underwear and faced with the prospect of the police being involved I would love to be forced to accept punishment. Told to strip (how humiliating!) and spanked over your knee I am then forced to dress as your maid or slut. Would love to fully play out this scenario.
Hope to hear from you soon.
SissyP
xxx
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