8/29/2017 12:14:33 PM: My Besties Getting Married and the play has to stop. I am proud of her, hopefully she have fun with her future husband haha. Alone Again, hope to find a real mistress in time to come

4/25/2017 1:30:20 PM: Finally found a key holder! Took up the courage to ask one of my best friend and she actually agreed. For now its going to be a week trial for myself. Training training hopefully next time can find a true key holder!

3/29/2017 10:59:13 PM: Recently just returned from a short holiday and there is a lady who cheekily said to me 'Become My Dog.' She was beutiful and graceful, I was so happy to hear those words but i could not respond to her as we just known each other for a few days and stayed together as fellow backpackers after the fateful meet up on the long ride. Few days went by and nothing kinky happened but I had fun and never knew there were ladies so brave and strong out there

2/3/2017 11:41:21 AM: I wondered alot about my past and how i could bring it back to the present. Recently the stress and worries starting to bother me. Hoping to find a realease in a hidden lifestyle

11/22/2016 12:20:23 PM: A summary of My life as a dog began with simple things like following instructions and orders without questioning. Remembering everything she likes and details about her. Always being there for her without failures. This lead to the 3 basic things i learned first, Listen, Obey and Do. Sounded simple but it is not. As our relationship developed, she started to become more demanding towards me. It started with a rule of meeting up daily after school and it is compulsory to report to her location and time punctually with no excuses. The things we do during our meet up started with me doing her homework, entertaining her by doing things she ordered (Dancing, running, shaving and basic slave stuffs like begging,worshipping etc) and transporting her from places. Before examination, I have to sacrifice my sleep and free time to teach her and make her understand the things she missed. After a while being her friend and slave, she dicided to introduce me to her family and I did the same thing to. Our relationship began to evolve drasticly subtracting the word friend.We visited each others home very frequently. She took the opportunity to change me Whenever it is only us at home (Usually in the afternoon when we have no extra curicular activity). Initially it seems like fun and games as she was just asking me to stay on the floor all the time and movement made must be on all fours as she laughed seing how i behaved. As time goes by, she became more strict and was expecting me to perfect my dog like behaviors (barking, begging, sitting etc). Correcting me verbally till it became physical correction. This became a norm whenever we are alone at home till she finally decided to add in the final touch, being naked. It was insanely embarassing to strip down naked infront of a girl same age behaving like a dog but i did it and became used to it. As time goes by, she stopped seing me as a person whenever we are alone and often she ignored me if she is not interested to play, doing her own things on the computer while i sat at her foot quitely. Out curiousity to know what she always do on the PC, i took the opportunity to check the history on the computer and found out she occasionally checked out on femdom websites to learn some new tricks which consist of pet play, public play, group play and molding the slaves mind. Which she used later on in the relationship.