10/26/2015 4:02:36 PM: Time Departs... The God moment....Electricity explodes.Self expanding, contracting, simultaneously.Life departs.And there is only the briefest moment of being,Lasting forever....In this instant, Time has no meaning.My Cares, Worries, Responsibility, Control, Power, Helplessness....Vanish, forgotten.The briefest of moments that lasts forever.      

10/26/2015 4:01:23 PM: Why I Spank.... Once again it is time.Time to have your beautiful bottom over my knee....your short skirt pulled up, panties pulled down around your ankles, and your hands tied/held firmly behind your back.You have been acting up again, being the brat, pushing, in your little way asking for verification of our connection, of our place. Teasing me, testing, seeing how far you can push..... That's it, enough, it's time.Your bare bottom vulnerable, angled up for my use, your ankles are down and your body held over my knees, my hand holding your neck down....and that beautiful bottom bare and ready. I so love this view of you....This is the moment in time where things slow down, our focus is compressed to this place, the world and its problems fade....and we both bask in the anticipation. I caress these perfect butt cheeks and spread them apart for a moment, admiring your little shy rosebud and plump lips peaking out, knowing the pleasures they hold for me later, and then I lay my hand where the first swat is going to land, teasing both of us with the thought of what comes next.I hear your breath gasp out uncontrolled as my first swat slaps loudly across your cheek, painfully and hard.....I stop and patiently wait for that first red mark to raise off your skin, admiring my hand print like the fine work of art it is...... This is when you hear my pleased chuckle....and I feel your body tense. You know your punishment begins. You know I like the sound.I enjoy taking my time. Slowly spanking hard one of your cheeks and then the other, hearing your gasps and whimpers and cry's as your bottom grows redder and redder. Cherry red. Flaming red. All the red hues in that box of wax drawn forth. I know how the heat is raising, the pain blending and glowing, the endorphins flooding your brain like a warm sea rising...I know the progression of your thoughts, first growing frantic, seeking flight, fighting back. You can't take any more, but no safe word comes out. I know to hold your head down as you squirm and try to escape, no relief given as you are tormented. I grow proud of you taking all I give. And I continue with no mercy, until I feel you subsiding into calm acceptance, your body and mind submitting....letting go.I know when the release comes, as your body and mind relax and grow limp over my knees. I know when you have given in, accepted who is in charge, when its verified to you who controls the pleasure, the pain, and that deep release you seek.I hear your soft sobs as my hand rests on your burning ass, punishment finally given, your torment at an end. I sense your hidden contentment as the pain throbs and grows dull.I love the power and deep connection I feel when giving you comfort. Holding you in my arms as you cry into my shoulder, slobbery and vulnerable and completely open. Your honest self bared to me. The power of drawing out these hidden deep emotions calms me, verifies me, anchors me.My heart is glowing warm with this gift of yourself you have allowed me to take.I wait, hearing you grow calm, and quiet. Feeling your body nestling closer into mine, the world held at bay for a moment in my arms. I feel true pure pleasure here, your warmth and softness held quietly, content.And I smile to myself, wondering how long you can wait until our next verification is needed.... I wrote this on another site, fet, and thought I'd share here.

10/26/2015 3:58:28 PM: I suppose I should state I have been divorced since last December, single, and have a nice home and stable job...and co-raising my two awesome kiddies part time.....in case you were wondering...lol

11/16/2013 6:33:11 AM: I am officially separated and beginning a new chapter in my life. I'm curious to see where this path leads.......

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