Alone girl who lost her hope.

I came to England with my Mum, but do not know where she is now, she left few months ago.

I am young pathetic, inexperienced. Ready.
People think about me as a passive stupid girl

I feel stupid and think I have no future, maybe only as a slave.
I am shy and reserved with my peers and have never had a boyfriend. I don't want a boyfriend, I need a strong Owner, a User.
I need to be transformed completely and broken if needed. I don't have any ambition in life.