To begin let me say my name is heidiand I'll admit that I've been around this longer than an eighteen year old girl should be. I've been into this since I was at least sixteen. All I really want right now is comfort. Whether it be in the form of control, or just being able to let go of my worries and fears for a bit. I turned 18 on the tenth of this month. And right now, I'm actually really lonely. I would love to talk to somebody. I love talking.