Hi. i'm a 43yo lifelong closet crossdresser who has always been submissive to Dominant men while dressed. i went through a brief 'going out' phase and found it's not really what i need.

i am only interested in part time/casual submission... though an ongoing thing would be ideal.

i am a crossdresser and have no plans of transitioning to fulltime in public. i have obligations that require me to keep my career going and can't compromise that with anything related to being a sissy. So feminization would need to be within those limits. i did about 1/2 year of hormones and pushed it as far as possible until i started receiving (and sometimes still do) negative stares in the chest area while dressed as a boy. Things like shaving are all possible.

i am very interested in training as a sub with bondage, discipline, punishment/pain, chastity and sex. i am particularly turned on by crime and punishment role play.

The picture is from a few years back and is a good idea of how i look with wig/makeup. i also have long fem legs and would be quite willing to wear heels/stockings/garters etc to Your taste.