3/18/2015 5:23:05 PM: Smoke free since 2/4/15

3/3/2015 12:29:28 AM: 20 year old Dominant??   I have to shake my head at someone calling themself a Dominant male or female at such young ages.  What do you think you can possibly know about Domination when you just learned to tie your shoes. (or is that velcro?) You read or watch 50 shades of bullshit and think you know something. Do yourself and those who are looking for a real Dominant, get some real life experience (at least 10 years and several relationships), explore submission, learn about the human psyche and then find an experienced REAL Dominant to mentor you for a couple years and see if that Dominant thinks you have what it takes. Domination is not about picking up an implement and hitting someone. If you plan to be A Dominant explore and learn first. Being a Dominant is about responsibility.

2/2/2015 9:05:07 PM: I am not interested in sissy subs, cross-gender, transgender or anything of the sort.

2/2/2015 8:51:46 PM:  Take the strap on your ass for your misdeeds. Feel the kiss of the tail of my whip on your sweaty back.  While you hold in the cries you choke.  Your body moves and writhes around as each strike hits a new and tender spot. You do your best to not cry out in pain- you want to prove what a man you are.   You can take whatever I dish out.  I strike you mercilessly for what seems like an eternity.  And from nowhere it stops.     Your mind racing, your heart thumping wildly, you suddenly feel the cool leather on your ass and back and a hand reaching around your body.   Slowly the hand caresses your skin.  Moving slowly up and down your body until one hand rests on your cock and begins to stroke you the other hand moves to a nipple and begins to pinch harder and harder, twisting and pinching until you wince.    And then another sharp pinch.  You feel the warm breath on your neck and it moves close to your ear.  'Let go.  Give yourself to me completely.  Let me own you.'  You nod but no words come out.     The leather leaves your back and the hands trail to your sides, your back, and your ass.  Then there is nothing.  You notice your heart had settled down but now the fear returning and you listen for any sound that will tell you what is next.   You feel the sting on your back before you hear the snap.  You twist your body away but another stinging blow hits you again as you try to get away from it.   Again the whip bites you over and over again.  'Cry out.'  You shake your head.  The stinging whip yells as it flies through the air, its words punctuated with each snap as it lands on your skin. You begin to wonder if you can take it anymore and you ball your fists but the stinging blows continue. Your fists hit the wood in front of you.   The wood that you are attached to as if will help you.  You grit your teeth and grab the wood.  You’re shaking and you realize the blows have stopped again.    You hear movement behind you and you half expect to feel my body against you again.  Your mind telling you it's over- you won.  A heavy thud lands across your ass and you tighten your ass cheeks.  A wide strap not a sting like before.   'You haven't learned to obey me but you will.'  The heavy strap lands on your ass again. You hear the metal of the clip you know I on the end of the barber strop.   A few seconds go by and you relax your ass.  You hear he metal again and you clinch your ass cheeks expecting to feel the leather and nothing.     My hands suddenly pinch both nipples and you take a deep breath in as your nipples are twisted harshly.   My hands move to your back and then away from you.  You lean against the wood in front of you breathing deeply.   Your body tenses as the thud of the strap hits your ass repeatedly not giving you a chance to breath.  Ten hits and the leather is against you again.    My breath at your ear, 'Let go and be mine.'  My hand reaches between your legs from behind and gently plays with you.  'You will belong to me, I promise.'     Just as quickly as my body was there it's gone again and you notice you have stopped breathing.   You take in a breath and a sting hits your shoulder blade.  Another hits the middle of your back, your ass, your thigh, back up to your ass.  Your mind is going numb. Your body tensing, twitching, twisting.  The whistling of the whip continues. The sting of the tail biting your back over and over again. 'Let go!'   You shake your head.  The whip continues its torture to your back.  You clinch your fists and cry out.       Suddenly the whip is singing a beautiful song, the kisses of the tail sweet against your back.   You're floating, your body relaxes and your tensions melt away.  The tightness in your head from all those meaningless thoughts drifts away.  'You're mine now.'  You nod your head and whisper 'I'm yours.'  The tail continues to kiss your back taking you to heights you never imagined.   Your senses more alive than you have ever known.  The energy shared with your mistress---EXTASY!      Time is nothing now and you feel the leather against your body again.   You feel the breath at your ear.  'You belong to me.'  You nod again.  Your hands are brought down and you are lead to a chair.   You kneel at my booted feet and press your lips gratefully to the leather.  You feel my hands on your head and my fingers run through your hair.  'You've done well.  I'm pleased.'

1/29/2015 11:28:45 PM: Looking forward to BMV next weekend. Lot's of play and socializing.