10/28/2021 12:02:58 AM: Here to keep in contact with friends.  I have found someone who meets my needs and want to see where it leads with him.  I'm still happy to chat and reply to messages but at the moment friendship is all I am looking for.

5/28/2016 11:08:44 PM: 2 months since my last journal entry and feeling a lot better about things.  Some play sessions, some meetings with old friends and making some lovely new friends and life seems so but better.This life is for me, I'm a good sub, very respectful and loyal and ready to make a commitment to the right person.  Im patient and giving and willing to wait for that person, I know he exists.

4/19/2016 9:57:37 PM: Finally took a leap of faith and decided to trust someone. Opened my life to them, was honest, communicated well and thought they were doing the same with me. He promised me the world only to suddenly change towards me, no good reason, no explanation and leaving me confused and devastated. Is he married, possibly, is he a liar, definitely, did he lead me on, promise me the world, only to end up being a major fake, hell yeah. Where do I go from here, how can I trust a Dom or anyone again, I have no idea. There are some here will be happy to know that I've been hurt again, but you know what, I'm a good person, I deserve to be happy and treated with respect. I'm seriously considering walking away from this lifestyle completely because if this is the way a Dom, or more to the point a Daddy Dom can treat someone, I'm not sure I want to be involved in it anymore. Time will tell!!!!

8/25/2014 8:11:07 PM: It's sad that this needs to be my introduction but if you are MARRIED or PARTNERED good luck in your search but please don't think I'm interested.