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Blonderfluff
| Hetero Female, 47, SHENANDOAH, Virginia
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Life. Is. Good.
I am not looking for a relationship at the moment, and I am not here very often these days. When I am online, it's to catch up with my friends over on the Forums.
Life is sweeter when shared.
Many years ago my journey began with a very long term D/s relationship and it was the most fulfilling personal relationship of my life so far. i will always be grateful to Him for helping me find my way.
I have had several shorter, not as serious , and a whole lot of fun, relationships that just confirmed that this is the correct path for me. ~wink~
i am now making a concerted effort to find a Man that makes my blood run hot. And cold. Lol.
Nothing short of exceptional will be enough for me to embark on this journey again. I am not under any illusion that I will find him in my backyard. Relocation is always on the table.
I do not seek a true Sadist. I have only mild masochistic desires, and a man who needs to truly beat, cane or whip would not be a good match for me.
I desire internal enslavement. I want to be so emotionally in tune to his needs, that he is my first thought upon waking, and my last as I drift off to sleep.
He will be my Leader, but he will lead me by the hand, not charge ahead without me, leaving me to catch up.
I will be the one he desires, needs and wants to protect. I will use all of my real world skills, life experience and intelligence to make his world a better place for both of us.
I am not an "insta sub". I will not call you sir or master within the span of a few emails. In my eyes, I am not a slave, and you are no master, until we have found each other. I am the real deal, and a real woman, with the heart of a slave.
He will be successful in whatever it is that he does. A man without his life in order will never interest me.
Please be over 40 if you choose to send me a message. Trust me.
I love this quote...."I am a sub in order to go places within myself and with my partner, that i could not get to without a Dom. To explore these places, i need Him to push me over the edge in the right ways,and to keep me safe while i am out there, flying"
i will find Him one day. Or He will find me.
The world will look at us and wonder WHAT makes Him look at her that way? Why do they seem like they have something we don't ? What is their secret!?
THAT is what i want.
If you would like to know more about my thoughts and opinions, I am a fairly regular poster on the message board. Click on read Forum posts.
i am unattached. You need to be as well. If You are married, or in a relationship (I don't care how "bad" it is) please do not message me.
I have 2 grown children that are in college in another state. I have a wonderful relationship with them both, and will not want any restrictions placed upon my spending time with them. My Man will be my center...but my children will always be satellites, orbiting my life.
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11/30/2014 9:25:56 PM: Where is the Man who can
Push me up against the wall, growl in my ear, bite my neck, and make that feel like LOVE
Bend me over the chair without warning, take what is His, and make that feel like ROMANCE
Grab me by my hair, push me onto the bed, the floor or the table, and make that feel like DESIRE
4/22/2014 10:30:02 PM: I am heartbroken to say that my furry little dependent crossed the Rainbow Bridge.
I am unbelievably sad...
3/2/2014 5:08:03 AM: The Invitation
by Oriah Mountain Dreamer
It doesn't interest me
what you do for a living.
I want to know
what you ache for
and if you dare to dream
of meeting your heart's longing.
It doesn't interest me
how old you are.
I want to know
if you will risk
looking like a fool
for love
for your dream
for the adventure of being alive.
It doesn't interest me
what planets are
squaring your moon...
I want to know
if you have touched
the centre of your own sorrow
if you have been opened
by life's betrayals
or have become shrivelled and closed
from fear of further pain.
I want to know
if you can sit with pain
mine or your own
without moving to hide it
or fade it
or fix it.
I want to know
if you can be with joy
mine or your own
if you can dance with wildness
and let the ecstasy fill you
to the tips of your fingers and toes
without cautioning us
to be careful
to be realistic
to remember the limitations
of being human.
It doesn't interest me
if the story you are telling me
is true.
I want to know if you can
disappoint another
to be true to yourself.
If you can bear
the accusation of betrayal
and not betray your own soul.
If you can be faithless
and therefore trustworthy.
I want to know if you can see Beauty
even when it is not pretty
every day.
And if you can source your own life
from its presence.
I want to know
if you can live with failure
yours and mine
and still stand at the edge of the lake
and shout to the silver of the full moon,
Yes.
It doesn't interest me
to know where you live
or how much money you have.
I want to know if you can get up
after the night of grief and despair
weary and bruised to the bone
and do what needs to be done
to feed the children.
It doesn't interest me
who you know
or how you came to be here.
I want to know if you will stand
in the centre of the fire
with me
and not shrink back.
It doesn't interest me
where or what or with whom
you have studied.
I want to know
what sustains you
from the inside
when all else falls away.
I want to know
if you can be alone
with yourself
and if you truly like
the company you keep
in the empty moments.
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