10/24/2013 10:01:56 PM: This day is done. I am tapping out. Take your Thursday and place it in the past.

10/23/2013 6:57:49 PM: I am not one to be pushy without reason. But to top from the bottom is one of the dumbest things to do. Why say you are a sub then try to call the shots?  Where is the enjoyment in that?  To give yourself over to the one that controls you is the most liberating thing you will ever do. So just fucking chill and let it happen. Control is all just an illusion anyways.

10/22/2013 2:59:21 PM: Somedays just fly by and others crawl. Was called off of work so just been a lazy day. Reading and talking with Daddy. Time to get out and walk the dog enjoy the cooling weather and watch the leaves change color. Fall is one of the best times of year. Well the fire wiped out a lot but there is beauty to be found even inside the destruction.  Always look for the beauty. 

10/21/2013 3:53:34 PM: It has to happen every week. Flipping Mondays. Want to know if there is a redo or start over button. I know there is a a mulligan,  I will just pretend it is a game of golf. Lol. Start off pleasing my Daddy and then one wrong word and it all can go to shit. I am gonna be punished for a slip of the tongue. I know it is no less than I deserve. But still me being a dumbass is not the smartest thing I could have done today. I will take my punishment with as few tears as possible and beg for more to prove myself. I love you,  Daddy

10/20/2013 2:10:45 PM: It is a lazy Sunday.  The wind is lightly blowing and the sun is out. Time for some yard work. The leaves are changed color and falling to the ground. And the darn squirrel loves to throw things at the dogs. Lol. Definitely ferocious enemies there. We shall see who wins in the end but pretty sure it will be the cat. The cat always wins in the end. He plays both sides of the fence. :) blessed be day.   .