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sara4more
| Pan Female, 34, Donelson, Tennessee
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Female
Donelson Tennessee Willing to Relocate 5' 4"
130 lbs
34
Pan
Caucasian
10/31/13 |
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Update:
I wrote about this in my journal, but I need to put it up top, it seems. I will be getting divorced. He knows that, and I do too. He will not be coming with me when this girl finds her new home.
Also, I had been gone for CM for a week or two because my aunt has had a bad stroke. She is virtually my own family and we are so close, so it's hard time, and I've been in Kentucky with her, first in the hospital by her side and now in her home helping her live and get to her appointments for rehab, the doctor, etc. So it is really busy and for a while I didn't have computer access. Now i have a computer I can borrow sometimes, from one of the male nurses I met here, and i also get online when i go back home to pick up things. I need to be here with my aunt until something works out better for her. I have to be here for her. She took me into her home at 14 when I was being taken away from my stepdad and mom by social services, and so she is the only family I have. And I am all she has other than her brother (my uncle) who lives in California.
OK below is what I wrote originally.
New to here. Married, experienced swinger, reached a point in my life and sexuality where I seek more than what has happened so far. Even though I've had a lot of experiences, I recently had some time with a man that showed me a more intense side of what i can feel.
I'm exploring, reading, thinking, feeling, taking steps toward a new journey.
also please see my journals to know about this girl.
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8/9/2013 6:18:48 PM:
Hi. My chat button seems to never stop being lit. It doesn't work well for me, it either doesn't connect or throws me off a lot. But even if it did work, I don't understand people wanting to chat before even sending a message. If I don't know you or haven't read your profile, why would i chat? That seems to be a second or third step not a first to me.
8/7/2013 9:18:12 AM: Wow, y'all, I've never felt like such a popular girl. I have only been here a few hours and it's a little overwhelming, there is no way I could answer everyone who has written me. I'm not sure how to respond or filter or follow through yet. I will have to figure those things out. Someone did tell me I might be able to meet someone here and also talk about things as I figure out my involvement in BDSM more. But really I had no idea it would be like this.
To answer a few questions: If I relocate it would be alone. My partner knows I'm a swinger, we do that together usually. He knows I have also sometimes been with other men. He knows I have had recent BDSM experiences and that I have more interest in it than he does, he doesn't understand this part of me that has been awakened. We do not have children together. He has some from a previous marriage, they are adults now.
Obviously a lot is happening in my life. Those who have said, 'Come be my slave'...well, I would hope you would want to know the woman is right for you, and that the slave can respect and respond to the Dominant person. I don't think that happens with just every person who tells me they are dominant. I am still learning, but i want to have a connection and trust and feelings for the person too. But as I said, this is all a new awakening and I am trying to be open to possibilities and my future.
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