1/1/2018 2:12:13 PM: Today is Jan 1st, 2018 and hopefully this will be a very good year! 2017 was indeed a good year for the most part. Mistress and i became grandpapents to a wonderful little grandchild. Between that and a few other family issues we had to deal with throughout the year, our D/s roles had to take a backseat to everything else for a while. Unfortunate as it is, it is what it is and other priorities took over for a while. I really miss feeling the tight restraints of Mistress. Feeling totally helpless and unable to move away from Her advances or implements is such a great feeling that words can not express. Not just your typical tie up and fuck nights, which are fun of course...but Mistress at times has very creative ways to restrain me in ways that one body part moving an inch causes another body part to be pulled mercilessly. Mmmmmmmm. Not to mention the fact that Mistress loves teasing and tormenting my cock as to when She will finally allow me to cum during a session. Right now as i am writing this all i can picture and imagine is the following: arms and legs spread wide and tied tightly, and my balls are tiec and pulled towards the foot of the bed. Mistress kneeling over me licking my nipples making my body twitch. She slowly strokes my hard cock until i start getting close. At that point She stops, puts nipple clamps on and unhooks my right hand. Still kneeling over me She guide my hand to her soaking wet pussy and has me finger fuck her into clamax. As soon as She is finished cumming, She then rehooks my right hand once again, and then temporarily removes the nipple clamps. The pain is intense as the blood rushes into them and my moans are muffled by the scarf She used to tightly gag me with. Then round two begins... Her nails, toungue, and teeth tease and torment my body from light sexual licking and kissing to biting. Every once in a while pulling my gag out to kiss me... slowly stroking my cock on and off stopping each time with me just short of cumming. Once Her pussy is good and drenched again, She unhooks my right hand again, replaces the clamps, and has me finger her again... mmmmmmmm...mmmmmmmm.mmmm

6/18/2016 4:15:45 AM: Well it has been quite a while since i have been here to chat or to update my journal. Due to numerous family occurances over the past few months W/we had to put many things on hold for a bit and our D/s was one of them. Now all the issues have been worked through and seemed to have fallen in to place, so now hopefully W/we can get back into our D/s. Even if W/we can only do it part time, i cant wait to get back into it. As i sit here writing this all i can think about is being used and abused by Mistress. To feel Her leather as it wraps tightly around my wrists and ankles, the feeling of utter helplessness as She pulls my arms and legs apart and pulls the ropes tight holding me wide open in a vulnerable spread eagle position. I can almost feel her tongue licking my nipples as She yanks my balls and smacks my cock for being hard as She continuously teases and torments me for hours. Needless to say this is all after She has her own pleasurable orgasm. Before She takes the time to tease and humiliate her slave, She grants him permission to finger fuck Her to an explosive orgasm. The only question is will he get to cum...this is one thing i never know the answer to. I have really missed our 'special time' Mistress, and i am glad we are at the point of being able to get back into the ropes and chains...winks Love You MD.......mitch

3/10/2016 3:49:45 PM: 21 years! Today Mistress and i celebrated O/our 21st anniversary. It is hard to fathom that we have been married that many years. It seems like only yesterday that we were first dating and getting to know each other, and boy is that a story in its self lol.. Most people don't believe the story of how we ended up together. But thankfully we did and the last 21 years have been a wonderful ride!! I love you Mistress with all of my hear. I am what I am because of you and i would be nothing without you. Here's to the next 21 years..... I love you Love mitch

2/16/2016 3:21:29 AM:    Well it has been two days and I am so confused.  Mistress and I went out for a very nice  lunch on valentines day and then for a short ride around afterwards.  It was a great time and everything seemed to be going well.  The later in the evening while Mistress was working on one of Her projects, She cuffed and chained me and left me alone to sit there while she continued to work on her project.  Then just about an hour later without a word She got up took all the cuffs off and put them away.  Since then, Mistress has not hardly touched me at all which is very unusually as She thrives on keeping me hard as much as possible.  I cant figure out if by not touching me and leaving me along if She is punishing me for somthing.  If She is, then what??  I have been racking my brain trying to figure it out.  Not to mention that my body is aching just to be touched by Her.   I love you Mistress!

2/6/2016 6:29:51 AM:    It has been two days already since Mistress graced me with the pleasure of having a full blown actual orgasm.  It is always unknown to me when the next one will be permitted.  It may be a week, numerous weeks, or months.  She varies it depending on Her amusement and my actions and how well i have pleased Her with servitude.  I am very stiff right now as I write this, but I am not thinking about my next orgasm.  My thoughts are where they should be which is on making sure Mistress is happy, and not thinking about my pleasure.  It is 100% totally up to Mistress to decide when it is time for me to have each orgasm that I am allowed, and I am fine with that and accept that without any hesitations.  My biggest enjoyment is making sure Mistress is pleased and i find no greater satisfaction than willingly giving up my wants and replacing them with Her wants and needs.   I love you Mistress!