I have been a submissive all my life. I was involved with a dominant girlfriend when I was 18 and she opened my eyes to the world of BDSM. She spanked me, did light CBT and used a strap-on. She liked to flirt with other guys, she liked how jealous I got. At the time, I enjoyed everything except the flirting. We broke up and I eventually met my wife.
She was never interested in the BDSM lifestyle, even to this day. I tried to suppress this side of me but I always get drawn back to this lifestyle. Surprisingly, I've even discovered that I am strongly turned on with the cuckolding lifestyle.
I miss the BDSM lifestyle and I would love to meet a Dominant woman that would indulge herself with a submissive boy. I'm not looking for a relationship, but to meet a dominant woman who shares my interests and see where it goes from there. Some kinks I enjoy are spanking, CBT, humiliation, strap-on and cuckolding. I am open to new and exciting things.