I have been in the lifestyle for 10 years now.  For most of the 10 years my experiences have been locked behind closed doors.  Just here within the last couple of years I have gotten more involved out of the bedroom and the more involved I sank into it, the more I began to notice an even bigger craving submissive within myself. It's something I've denied for quite some time and now I can no longer hide the need, want and desire to please. Getting to this point of acceptance was not an easy task. In fact the thought of giving myself completely to anyone simply pushed me to panic. However, the burning lust of being owned, pushed to limits that on my own I thought were unbearable, could be accomplished! 

I am extremely secretive by nature and with that can be a very trusted friend.  I consider my friends a part of my family and in that choose them very carefully.  I have a hard time trusting people.  Bumps in my road of life has shown me to look beyond what is on the outside and get a spoon and dig in.  You never know what will you find. 

I am finally ready to venture out and has joined several local groups to meet people and learn.  Even after almost 10 years I still feel like a newbie and have a lot to learn.  I do believe that this journey is a never ending learning experience.  I am looking forward to my journey ahead and seeing how thing evolve.