I am to put it bluntly always myself. I follow three tenets in my life and hold them dear
to my heart.
Be honest
Be upfront
Be happy
In the world I am a puppy and an adult lil girl in the main a littlefur. On the gender scene I am a none op but I live as a female all ID's and documentation has that wonderful "F" marked on it.
Collared to Miss P and sister to squishy. I took a break from things for a long while as had alot of problems to sort
. I prefer people to be honest with me as I will be with them. Over time i think that things have become a little strained for me in the D/s scene. I guess i got to try to be a bit more open and a wee bit more focused.
12/8/2013 12:42:24 AM: Well the last event of the year and to be honest the organizers attitude sucked. To be confronted on the street after a 'free' event to be told that if I don't buy drinks at this event then my attendance would not be welcomed.
now there is a fine line between a friendly word or to have an organizer wait in the street for customers who are leaving. Now to me that is intimidation and fostering the attitude of irresponsible behavior and places peoples safety at risk. Now ,I will be making the organizer happy as I will not be attending the event in the future until new venue owners take over. I for one will also be talking within the community to ensure that the event is known as an unsafe event to attend.
6/5/2013 12:41:03 AM: A new start:
well nearly another year older , yes birthday is looming on the horizon this year its the big 40. Really long term depression can really sap your direction and strength. Today though seems something has happened mentally, well to be honest the past few weeks. The thought of my disabilities and other things have fallen into the back ground and I have decided to turn over a new leaf. It is 8:40 and I am heading out to join a Gym and to work on my weight issues. I will also arrange to see the doc to restart my transition it's about time I took the reins of my life and get motivated.
