Before I say anything I just want to the dominant men that view my profile that I can relocate so if you don't live in California, or even the US for that matter, that if I seem like the kind of "gurl" that you seek, don't let distance stop you from contacting me.
I have updated my journal since updating and posting my profile back in 2012.
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It's been a long time since I've revised my profile but a lot has happened recently so I'm almost starting almost from scratch. The date is now 27 January, 2012.
In January 2012 I spent two weeks as Randi with a true dominant Master that I met here on CollarMe. After a two week courtship via E-mail and phone, I flew from California to the East Coast to meet him and over the next 14 days I spent 100% of my time as Randi in a variety of public (vanilla) and intimate situations. It was an eye-opening experience and has given me cause to look inward to see what it is that I want.
First and foremost, I desire to live 100% of the time as Randi. This is easier for me than for other T-girls given that I have never been married, thus have none of the family baggage that many transgender girls have (I fully identify with being transgendered).
Here's a photo of me taken in January 2012. It shows my current level of feminization better than any of the photos I had posted before I revised my profile.
Conversely, as I have never lived with someone, I am very set in my ways, and this is not always condusive to being a good submissive or slave. But I know I have the potential to change, because I want to and I now recognize that it's necessary to becoming the best girlfriend, companion, wife, and ultimately slave possible. I know that I can grow in this area, something that I learned during my two weeks together with the Master I met here on CollarMe. As I evolve and develop in this area I believe that a TPE (Total Power Exchange) is possible.
As I am ultimately seeking a live-in, long-term relationship with a dominant man, I want to be up front about two things that won't work for me. First, I am seeking someone that is single or otherwise unattached. Being in a monogamous relationship is important to me. Second, I simply can not be around cigarette smoke (I have never smoked) so if you're a smoker, it's best to pass by my profile. (I wish that CollarMe could put in a filter for marital status and if you're a smoker.)
I am at a crossroads in my life. My professional career needs to be retooled as my ability to do what I have done over the past 15 years is no longer possible. Chalk it up to the Internet. I need to do something different, I realize that.
Given that I can relocate -- I have little tying me here to California -- so if you have an interest in me, don't let the fact that I live in California stop you from contacting me, if just to say hello. In fact, if you are a Master living outside of the US, I want to tell you that I have the desire to live overseas, especially in Europe.
I'm pretty much an open book so if you have questions about me or my goals, just ask. I'll be as honest as I can be.
I'll use my journal to update my profile as much as I can. I'm going to try to post something at least once a week but I suspect that it will be more like every other week or once a month.
I'm a sincere, well educated person and I know that I will bring a lot of positive attributes to a Master/submissive or Master/slave relationship. While I have some experience with BDSM, it is limited compared to many here. But the bottom line is that I'm a doer, not a player. I have met two men here on CollarMe and if they were to tell you anything about me, it's that I'm for real. When I say I'm going to meet you, I will.