Transform me forever into your girl.

What I seek is to become a 24/7/365 live-in, permanent, no-release slave to become gender modified. Yes, I was born a male. I am ready and willing to be a blank canvas for you to shape and mold. Breast implants, hormones, facial reconstruction surgery/removal of Adam's apple.

I have always had a feminine voice, and features...and have always felt out of place in my own body. I am a slave...not a submissive. I know that I need to relinquish control and to serve a higher being. I know that I am a tool, an object of pleasure, and even a resource to be exploited. I have been active in this area of my life (slave part) for the past 14 years, and have been interested since I can remember. I've never explored the sissy in me, however, and would like to meet someone to help force my hand and give me a reason and purpose to become the emasculated little whore I am inside.

The person I seek to serve is the type that gets pleasure from permanently changing my appearance and is turned on by the act of altering an entire personality/existance....the ultimate control freak.

If you'd like to "invest" in me, I can promise you a return on your investment by means of financial contract and endentured servitude. I realize that feminization, emasculation, and gender reassignment can be costly endeavors. I am prepared to become property in exchange for this. Once I am your property, I may be bought, sold, traded or "worked as a performer in video, photo, and real-time" in order to recoup your investment.

Besides wanting to meet potential owners/masters for permanent ownership (since I know finding someone with the desire, ability, experience, knowledge, and physical/financial means for such a commitment/responsibility may prove difficult) I am also seeking play partners interested in feminization and emasculation. Also have a strong interest/curiosity with age regression ab/dl. I tend to gravitate and respond well to humiliation and helplessness to control a situation, and enjoy being tied up or down and pushed out of my comfort zone.

The edge is a thrill, and comfort zones are for submissives. Only a slave will derive it's pleasure from total, complete helplessness...and the knowledge that it has gifted itself for the amusement, use, and exploitation of it's owner.

Note to all....no disrespect to the real and serious...this next part isn't aimed at you. Jackoffs and fake-so-called-Masters/Mistresses skip me by! I'm not interested in people who live in a fantasy world, or have no real intention of ever meeting. I'm really good at gauging someone's expereience/knowledge/intentions by their emails to me. If you send me an email please be forward and detailed in your approach. By the way, people who send me one liner emails, or have next to nothing written in their profile have proven their lack of creativity and lack of intelligence and shall never hear from me. So don't waste your time. You will be blocked.