Scratched the BDSM surface in past relationships and never was able to really explore it fully. Best description would be switch, since I have both sub and dom tendencies depending on my mood/situation.
Been out of my past relationship for little over a year and honestly not sure what I'm looking for. Since I have family obligations, fun and kink would have their place, a vanilla looking relationship and eventually something long term would be ideal.
Aside from that, my poem below kinda says it all.
Want to know more, just ask.
~ My Mind ~
Lost in the chaos of my mind.
Cold, heartless thoughts are all I find.
With so much pain and hate inside.
Because the love I seek, never shall I find.
And when what I want, I think did find.
Fate prevents, from becoming intertwined.
Why is this world so unkind?
Because God ignores and does not mind.
He watches me, losing my faith, my soul, my mind.
Because, he knows what I seek, never shall I find.
Eternal sleep, I would not mind.
In hopes the answers I might find.
Or is it just the chaos of my mind?