2/13/2012 9:18:30 AM: Panties!!    i love wearing them like nothing else.  It feels so natural and right when i am in a pair of sexy panties, and i feel so submissive.    i wear them as often as i possibly can!!

2/6/2012 6:16:57 AM: So many things on my mind:   First, i can't believe there are actually people who believe in hypnosis and that it can change the way that you are as a person.  Its just not possible.  The people who tell you it is, are after one thing, your money.  And when you pay good money to be 'hypnotized' surprise surprise, you say you were.  No one wants to admit that they wasted a bunch of money on something that didn't work...its a self-fulfilling prophecy.    Second, there are so few 'real people' out there.  Everyone talks about tributes and what not.  If your being paid in exchange for sex it makes you one thing...Now on the other hand if you are being paid for being a Mistress/Master, and sex is not necessarily involved, you might not be one, but you are a pro-dom/me.  So lets all just be honest about what we are, life is too short.   Third, i am honestly confused about what i am and where my life is going right now.  That is why i am having such difficulty making up my mind about things, including this.  People ask, 'what are you looking for?'  The problem is if i am confused, i really don't know what i am looking for.  i came on here hoping to find the answer to that, and must say, i have been extremely disappointed thus far.   Oh well, thats life...