Well so here I am. Have thought about this for a while, and now I take the plunge. Now don't go mistaking my thinking about it for uncertainty, or some kind of timidity, I just was looking before I leap, but believe once you take that leap then things better go seriously out of control otherwise that leap was kind of wasted!
So it's all very simple. I am not coming here in search of a b/f or anyone that wants to take care of me or treat me like some kind of prescious object. Nope it's pretty simple as I said, I need only those that are truly serious about what they seek, the kind that do not seek any compromise, their needs will be like a hunger to them. So now don't think I'm sseking the run of the mill, the one I seek will have that dark nasty soul, the desire to be fulfilled through their total power over me.
Guess in truth the lable on the can had better say 'sadist' with a capital S.
I know want I want, know what that can mean, but my hunger is pretty hard so I take this leap now knowing that it;s a long dark journey.
For what it's worth I am without great ties and can and will relocate for the right position. Have fun and speak soon I hope.