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lostimpishone
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Female
Massachusetts 5' 4"
215 lbs
36
Hetero
Caucasian
04/19/24 |
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Well, i have been in and out of the lifestyle for awhile now. Been wrapped up with the wrong people, so my knowledge is mostly the book smarts side of it, i dont have much actual experience in much of it, but am looking to hopefully finally break out and experience all the wonderful joys it does have to offer.
A sub or slave is more then just a sexual , it is about the control, the power exchange, the mental connection between the two people along with the physical. Sex may be a part of it, but it isnt what is front and foremost. So, if You are wanting just a slut, then please, just move on, no need wasting anyones time, for i am wanting the whole package, not just random hookups.
As for what i am looking for.. i really dont know right now, i am just taking things one day at a time, and what happens will happen. Always looking to make new friends and to learn new things, so that is always a real possibility. In the end, it would be nice to find the One that i can grow with, learn from and be guided by, but i am not looking to just jump into something, but at the same time, am not looking to spend months and months communicating via email or texts.
**Yes, i am a bbw, i do have a little added weight due to a lifestyle change and other things that have come up.. i am working at losing it, as many may know with any weight loss, it isnt an over night thing. i am tired of those out there that cant seem to see the weight listed, and then get upset when they find out... or better yet, turn rude and just ignoredelete me from things or think they know everything about it and what i need to do... so i am putting it in black and white. my situation may not be ideal for everyone, or even easy, but before You decide to jump, at least be open to getting to know the person before You judge, You just may be very surprised.......**
Yes i do have a pic that i would be willing to share, i just dont post it for public viewing, so all You have to do is ask...the pictures on my profile ARE NOT me or mine
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3/15/2016 11:43:29 PM: It's just amazing, and disheartening at how people have become... So selfish and self centered..... so quick to jump without knowing......
3/17/2014 9:49:23 PM: Can't believe that it has been a year already. There isn't a day that goes by that You aren't on my mind, wondering what You are doing, how things are for You.. missing the friendship that we had. i know that there will never be a chance for 'us' again, but hopefully the friendship will return to how it once was. So much has happened in this time, so many thoughts, so much growing and realizing... learning from the mistakes that were made, doing my best to not let them happen again, in any fashion. Thank You for being You. Thank You for the time we did have together... Just thank You for everything........
12/24/2013 10:45:45 AM: Apparently some people just don't get the message..... while i am all for making new friends and such, BUT, i am not in a position to just up and move (hence why i haven't checked the relocation option in my profile). Just as if You aren't at least some what local to me, the chances aren't going to be high for anything more then a friendship. Just because i may be slave, or even submissive, that does not give just anyone the right to try to boss and command me. i am not going to jump just because You told me to, so treat me like a person. And on a side note, not being mean or rude, but if You are more then 15-20 yrs older than i am, the chances are slim. That doesn't mean that it is a sure fire no, nothing will transpire, i am always open to talk, and than go from there, just the chances are a little lower. While i know we all get older, i have just found myself at a stage in my life that i am not wanting someone that much older than i am, i have been there and done that, and it is time for a change for many reasons.
4/23/2013 6:42:45 PM: Well, it has been a month since the separation, and things really just aren't the same. Not a day goes by i don't think about what happened, about the mistakes i made, or how things turned out...thinking about how i wish i could change things, how hind sight is truly 20/20. Wish i had paid closer attention to so many things, wish my past didn't effect me as much as it did, and as hard as i try to work through it, it just hasn't been enough. No matter how much i say that i am truly sorry, i can't fix what happened. One day at a time, put one foot in front of the other, that is all that i can do and see what happens.............
Just know, that i am truly sorry....
3/18/2013 12:17:20 PM: Is it really hard for people to understand that i am in fact with someone, and i am not looking to play, worship, beat, send pictures to random people or anything else with another? i am very happy with the Man that i am with, and that will not change. Nothing that anyone else tries to offer me matters, it will not sway my mind, nor will i try to go behind His back. If You can't respect that, then do me a major favor, don't message me. If you want to talk respectfully, maybe become friends, then have at it, but anything more then friendship, move on! And for those that can't seem to read, i am a slave, i am not a Domme or Switch!
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