So I am awake after just less than three hours sleep..Did I dream? Not sure, but I had the very best fantasy everBefore slipping into a brief but sustaining slumberIn the night in my room on my bed I was visited by a most beautiful visionA man.. No, THE MAN more real than any man can hope to be came to mesurrounded me whispered love and lust into my ear my heart my soul and my bodyHe kissed me and touched me and moved me in ways unimagined..and I danced for him I sang for him I gave into him I gave my all to him…Minute upon minute all too quickly became hour after hourbut the mere sound of his voice in my ear the simple knowledge of his desirewouldn’t allow my body to stop working for himI danced on my bed like a gypsy swirling bending swayingUndulating in every possible direction to allow him better access to every inch of meI breathed in all of his passion as if it were the very air of my existenceI gave him my every desire I ever held dear I gave him all of me nothing was held backI gave my hunger my need my lust my want my faith my joy my trustI gave him my pleas of “take me”… my soft whispers of “oh god yes”He carried me across my room by passion aloneOn my floor crouched down like a wild animal I gave him my first releaseit flooded the floor in a pool at my feetHead thrown back still crouching I gave my gasps and growls of hungerCrawling clawing back to the bed he didn’t let up coming up behind meMy hands gripping the sheets his hands grasping my hipsHe presses me from behind and just as suddenly his mouth to my ear he growls low soft and primalIt resonates so through my body the next wave hits me before I can catch a breathAn orgasm so powerful bursts from me I am brought to tears yet still not stoppingIt’s as if he is working me from the inside outin total control of my every move and every want driving me onExhausted my mind is ready to stop and restbut my body with its visceral need is so very hungryas it’s waited more than lifetimes for this release to find meSelfishly I gather any strength, hips rocking feeling the slow steady thrust of his need meeting mineFeeling him fill me searing me becoming a part of me as if finding his way homeBrings yet another wave all my wants and desires splash my thighs and the bed below meAs finally nearly breathless heart pound breath heaving from my chest I collapse to the bedFace down drool from my lips wetting my pillow ass still softly pumping air moaningIn a low sex thickened raspy voice I raise my head and say into the airOh gods yes Daddy I love you……now fully awake aching thighs still moistnipples tender hard still needing to be tastedsmiling like the Cheshire Cati sit here typing thinking of him body again reacting and think'if i could i'd leave him a little love note'written on me~

There is this wild inside of me sometimes for a bit she lays quiet lets life just happen but then there are the feral days she paces and breathes in deep catching scent of an Alpha mate she senses Him out there so strongly the hair on the back of her neck raises nostrils flare pupils dilate and body prepares she knows she is sex at times like these the ache is far greater than the need to be....moral her cage though built strong years of whats right and whats wrong welded together with lessons of self doubt and the knowledge bred in of 'Good girls don't' have made a cage of such magnitude it would take an army to release her this hungry little wild one wanting so to fill her void wanting so to be the vessel she knows she is trapped inside the flesh cage of standards and morals and class and fears leashed to an insecurity that keeps her covered keeps her hidden chained by all the doubts of her girl capture for most days she is to tired to pace and wish and growl her displeasure so most days she lays looking a bit dark but harmless none the less most days she just dreams and plays alone in the dark living it all out in her imagination most days though she wants more the morsels she gets are enough but today she is awake and she is very very hungry  

                                  Imagine, not~  i have a good imaginationno, i take that back... i have A Fucking Amazing Imaginationi can feel the sweet warmth of Your breath when i imagine Your kissYour lips full and soft and insistant on mineYour tongue as it searches for mine, the dance they do in this lovers kissi know Your hands and how they are soft in ways and rough from lifei see the colors of You and the silver i see Your hand over mineand feel how the fingers can carress gently and grip stronger with hungerhow they know my body like their ownbut touch my flesh with a cherished amazementas i do Yoursi can imagine how You will kiss and lick and biteand tease and taste savoring every inch of meevery freckle a landmark to treasures we have both long awaited to uncoveri know how You will feel as i lower myself down onto Youhow soft the skin but how hard the flesh of You thereevery vein every wrinkle of flesh the ridge of Your headas i do my best to slowly let You enter meslowly to memorize every second of sensation of Youfeeling You warm hard blood filled as You fill mewonderful ecstatic inch by inchthe pleasure of You in me with me a pain so sweet its dizzyinghearts both join in the beat as my juices flowdown over the heat of You inside meevery thrust my mouth opens and soft low moans escapeafter a minute a fine line of drool connects us aboveas we are melting together belowi know how Your hands will feelroaming the terrain of my back across my ass gripping my hipsat that moment of shear pleasure when we lock eyesdilated and glassy from the drug of our own sex nowsweat cum drool breath love all blending together nowas iarch back taking You in completely feeling as You fill mefeeling as You cum as i cum placing Your hands on my breastsmilking every last drop of You into me to keep like my own private parting gifttotally spent but wanting to keep You inside of me i lean forwardhead to Your neck breathing You in cycling in all that is You like a memoryi can imagine all of this the smell of our sex around us musk and maplemy hand to Your chest with Yours to mineas we feel our heart beats slow in time to one and otheri can imagine every look every breath every gasp grasp and moani can so imagine us fucking and its amazingi have a fucking amazing imaginationbutiWANTYOU!

i am not looking for a Dom a Master or a Daddy at the moment for now since its all time permits and as far as i trust to go i am here for friends to chat i dont go to the munches or local events i dont look to play out so this is my way of staying connect both with the community and with my friends i appreciate the time taken by those that have expressed interest i am not trying to play with anyone here and i dont play period... to date i have only ever had 1 Dominant. We are no longer together though we talk still and He is a wonderful Man.. at this moment in time i am not seeking to do that again right now my life is just a bit too busy   Thank You~

Waters running and as i wait for it to warm and build steam i sit down to share Woman are really living art You know naked i feel the heat of my breasts as they hang over my ribcage they are quite full and sensitive today and the chill has made them alert nipples tender ache to be touched stroked tasted tummy warm smooth soft flutters and my own hand my bodies hunger today is so palpable Cold hands squeeze firmly but gently and i am thankful the waters steam has called me in to play... have a great late morning all ;)