10/5/2016 11:40:36 AM: I just received a phone call from my father. My mother us in dire straights health wise and I am leaving for back home. My focus needs to be on my family not on my relationship status. I am not sure how long I will gone.

11/20/2015 12:06:05 PM: I have been conversing with a lovely woman who has my interest. She is miles away from me and I have shied away from long distance relationships. But she has me and my goal is to make her into my toy that I desire to come home to and play with daily.

4/16/2015 1:03:52 PM: Sorry to all I have been conversing with.  I haf a death in the family.  And will be gone for a bit.

3/2/2014 3:12:15 AM: With the recent passing of my grandfather, that lived with me, and I took care of, I have decided to reassess things in my life, and my standing in it. So with that being said I have decided to take some time away from my pursuit of a match for myself, and concentrate on re-establishing ties with my family. To all of my friends, I will be back once I have my own life straightened out.

10/23/2013 12:57:34 PM: Read in an others journal and found it to be so very true. BEING A DOMINANT Being a Dominant is about being in control and making the decisions for your submissive, but its also about making her better. A better submissive, a better person, helping her become more than what she is. It's about encouraging her, teaching her, not tearing her down or belittling her. You are her Dominant because she chose to give up control to you, she deemed you worthy of her submission. Don't take advantage of that and abuse the power that she has given you. After being with you she should be a stronger woman not one that has been beat down and afraid. Dominants should take this as a challenge, how can I make my submissive better, how can I make her stronger, how can I make her life better? She gives us this power over her because serving is what she needs and desires, it's what makes her happy and fulfills her life. But we as Dominants should know that since she gave us this power over her, if it is misused or abused it can be taken back. Yes she is there to serve you at your will but not only because it's what you want its also what she wants. If it gets to a point where her serving you isn't making her happy and fulfilling her life then she isn't happy and why should she continue to serve you if she isn't growing and getting anything out of it? The answer is she shouldn't. To the outside world when they look at our relationship they see an all and nothing relationship. They assume because we the Dominant is in charge then we do 100% of the taking and our submissive are doing 100% of the giving. Well we know that isn't true, it's really 50/50 We as Dominants need to dominate and she as the submissive needs to submit. So as I said it's 50/50. Without both the Dominant and the submissive then there is nothing to be had. Just remember Dominants that we are to build our submissive up and make her better because without her we are just one half of an empty relationship. It takes both for it to work. SUBMISSION Submission is not about sex. Submission is not something one can learn. It is not dirty, Submission is beauty. It is a beauty that comes from the very soul of a submissive woman. It is a breaking down of the walls built up in her lifetime, allowing the beautiful, sensual woman to come through. Submission is about sensuality, it is about trust, communication, vulnerability, caring, and honesty. It is about being the graceful,sensual, beautiful woman that resides within Submission is about knowing who you are, and what you want. A submissive is NOT a weak person, but just the opposite. She is strong in herself, and in the knowledge of who she is. She NEVER submits out of weakness or desperation. She submits out of strength, love, and trust.Submission is freedom. It is a letting go of one's self, knowing that the dominant is there to catch you if you falter. It is about pushing to be the very best one can be,