2/26/2011 10:49:46 AM: So the Baltus security points came in today and I immediately attempted to attach them to my cb6000.  I got the bottom ring on and applied the security points to the upper half of the device.  It often times takes me up to an hour to put on my cb6000.  The minutes I begin to touch myself and put the device on I become hard which makes installation impossible.  I have to go one piece at a time, then wait for my erect penis to go flaccid to move onto the next piece.  As soon as I got the points attached around my cock I got extremely hard.  THOSE POINTS ARE VICIOUS!  The pain of the points stabbing into my cock only served to arouse me more.  By the time my cock was fully erect the pain became unbearable!  The points dug into my skin so deep there was no way I could remove them.  How do I get myself into these predicaments!  The only way to end this agony was to become flaccid, however the pain in my cock aroused me so much I could not!  It is hard to put into words how much this hurt, but I was in total panic mode.  I striped off all my clothes and ran into the shower.  A cold shower literally saved me, as my cock slowly went limp my fears were realized.  The points had dug down into my cock so hard they pierced the skin causing me to bleed.  After the bleeding stopped I put my device on completely (with out the spikes!)  The security points work well, perhaps to well.  There is no way I could even try to make myself cum while those points are on, I would actually be scared to death of even becoming aroused!  However they are so effective I can not even get my device on with them attached.

2/20/2011 9:57:54 PM: I have always thought that no chastity device could prevent me from cuming if I really really tried hard.  Before I became locked in the cb6000 I used to wear a steel cock cage with a leather strapping harness.  This was very uncomfortable to wear, and I could easily cum with it on, just by putting a vibrator against it.  I decided to test my new device.  As I said I have cum in other devices many times before, so I had all the confidence in the world that I could cum now.  I began by attaching my parachute to my balls with 1.5 pounds of weight.  Next I put on my anal plug harness and put my largest plug in.  I setup a folding chair in my living room and bounded my legs and waist to the chair.  Sitting directly on a plug is an amazing feeling.  Every squirm or wiggle you make is reverberated through the plug.  Next I used shrink wrap to attach a vibrator to my chastity device and I setup my laptop to play a particularly harsh video of a bdsm session.  With my balls screaming from the weights and my ass being ripped open by the plug I flipped on the vibrator, did my best to bond my arms behind my back, and began to pulsate my cock.  Under normal circumstances when I have my cock and balls in bondage I can cum with in 5 minutes in this manner.  Ten minutes if I have my cock cage on.  After a half hour of franticly trying to cum I started to really wonder if I was wrong.  This chastity device prevented me from getting erect,  unlike the other one.  This worried me.  after 45 minutes my video ended and I still had not cum.  My balls had grown numb and I no longer felt the weights unless I moved.  The plug was nearly unbearable, the lubricant and long since gone dry and every little movement I made felt like sandpaper in my asshhole.  I refused to give up, something in my head was still convinced that if I focused hard enough I could make myself cum.  Well I tried and tried..... and tried.  TWO HOURS later the batteries on my vibrator died.  My asshole never felt so stretched, chapped and all around painful.  My balls are so sore and swollen I can not walk with out cupping them in my hand to prevent my thighs from rubbing against them.  This by FAR is the worst case of blue balls I have ever had.  I have come to the mind blowing realization that I no longer have control over my orgasms while I am locked up(unless I slide my cock out of the device which I hope to rectify very soon, see previous journal entry).  I am heading to bed, chastity still firmly attached, totally broken and defeated.  I only hope the pain in my balls will be gone by the morning so I can walk like a normal human being.