Who am I and what do I want? Always such a tricky question.
I'm not a slave, yet I'm not simply a submissive. (Simply... what a deceptive word) I have yet to explore being dominant...but I'd like to.
As a person, I'm an explorer. I want to know. I'm goofy. I'm an overachiever, and I get a kick out of having a purpose...at which point I become a steam engine. Lately 'cynical' should be added to the mix- though I'm working on rediscovering all those things in life that are magical and enchanting and me.
I like to smile. Even more, I like to make others smile. So yes, I'm a friendly person--and rather straightforward. I'm a big reader- pretty much anything I can get my hands on. I am having an affair with my internet (my bed is jealous). I have a caffeine addiction that I'm working to crack (hehe...not very hard). I like trees, color, anime, monster fish, legos, folklore, destroying sand castles, masquerades, high tea, camping, india ink, mystery, rainstorms, pumpkins, ancient cultures, pens, quotes, westerns, machinery as art, symbolism, teasing, flirting, the classics, gadgetry, and Mexican food. There's more to this, I'm sure.
Anytime I type 'lol,' 'smirks,' or 'le gasp!' in chat- I'm doing it in real life too. ;p
Questions are welcome. Goodness knows I've got plenty of my own. Experience is what makes life worth it. I'm still learning the ins, outs, ups, downs, and the everythings-in-betweens of what appeals. There's a serious difference between knowledge and experience. Ooh, the possibilities! I'm at a point where I've come to realize this is a need, not merely a want. This prospect terrifies and excites me. Here's my coming out of the closet...Now what?