6/30/2016 1:35:15 PM: To the really tall and muscular guy who looks like some kind of weight lifter with evil eyes and an evil smile and look like you have been in prison probably for killing people with your bare hands and eating them...you kind sir...DO NOT scare me. I have two children there is nothing scarier in the entire world than when your darling little angels are completly quiet. That's a whole new level of fear...what are they doing..even worse what are they planning to do....

6/30/2016 8:39:02 AM: I've had a few interesting messages...here are a few things I've discovered recently....if your a dom and your wearing a skirt I do not believe we will get along and dom is not something I can call...I'd I did call you dom and your in a skirt I don't think I could keep a straight face. IF your user ID has something referring to death or graveyards and in your photo your in a cemetery and I can see tombstones...that's fucking freaky shit...I do not think we are compatible. IF you see my passion for hunting a character defect do not message me at all do not send me messages for belittling me for my passion in life...the meat I acquire I donate to surrounding families and neighbors...sometimes they depend on it to get through the winter months when work is slow...if you continue insulting me for this your body might be the next food donation I give. IF your boobs are bigger than mine...I don't think we are compatible. IF your prettier than I am...I don't think we're compatable. YOU may have a big dick...you might be a dick head but that does not maker you a dom. IF you think this is all about kinky sex and easy lays your a dork and ppl from the quote unquote sane world want nothing to do n with you so you hoping for easy girls and easy sex...well I'm not going to boost your ego for you. If your ugly that's OKAY there is so much more to a man or woman than their looks a brilliant mind is far more important and it makes you sexier....then again I just don't Luke stupid ppl so I may be partial to you. If your completly loaded and so old you have one foot In the grave...no...your money will not change that..unless of course you need medical help and not just trying to get a young.thing with your money by all means contact me helping ppl is my profession and part of me as a person. IF you a bad ass dom as your user name says you are and your profile pic is of you and all of your cats or maybe even a unicorn...we are probably not compatible. IF your user name implies a creature lIke a werewolf or vampire or demon or freak and you actually look like that creature....I don't think we are compatible. IF I sit on your lap and break your bones or suffocate you because your so skinny..defiantly not comlatable. I work in the medical field and still going to school to further my degrees...it is not a kink or a game to me it's my work and I love it because I love helping ppl...I do not want to play doctor with you I get beaten and bloodied and grabbed bitten hair pulled thrown against walls pinched kicked slapped as well as getting pissed on shit on and puked on and this is a daily thing for me...no I don't want to play when at work at least I do get paid. I'm not an object so don't ask. If you can only refer to me as bitch go away. If you want a four star chef and an extremely clean house I have ocd and add tendancies I suck at cooking and I'll probably burn the food as well as your house most likely because I'm cleaning and the ocd kicks in and it takes me hours but can't stay focused long enough and start on different jobs through the house only to make more of a mess don't worry though if I'm cooking and burn the house down your not going to see the mess I made while trying to clean.

6/30/2016 6:16:45 AM: So yesterday when the kids came in cut up and bleeding I cleaned them up put bandaids on them kissed away their pain. Somehow during the conversation I was told I couldn't of made thay jump. And there was a little challenge in their voice...I'm to smart to fall for that shit again....so I put my skates on...follow the kids to this pathetic ramp...until I saw it..it was a fucking obstacle course..professional skaters would have trouble...I'm like no..no fucking way I'm not doing that they lost their minds I'm not doing it...so ya know I do it...I made it through amazingly with only getting wobbly a time or two and got some really good air...however I didn't know my husband had pulled up or thst he was watching until I turned around...he wasn't happy or impressed I made that run...was a little or alot red in the face I'm sure it was from the heat raised his voice I'm sure just to make sure I could hear him and was saying some stupid stuff like I've already had enough doctor bills from four wheeler accidents and dirtbike wipe outs we don't need anymore...I think he even said something about upping my life insurance policy...but hey he got mad the last time we roller skated in the house because it was messed up and something of his may have got broken but there is no proof we did it so what was the big deal...

6/29/2016 3:42:23 PM: You know when your a parent you don't think anything can be more painful and turn you into a detective searching before walking into a room and you do that when your children discover Legos it's a torture you don't know how it happended but they end up in every room of the house and I. Strange places even though you look before you step it's a special kind of pain lol the time comes and they grow out of Legos and your so thankful nothing can be worse than that one....I thought I was walking through the living room cleaning and I hit something really hard like thought I broke my toe my oldest who is 11 has decided he is going to work out and he was sneaking my dumbells and hid them instead of putting them back in the workout room like I would have minded him using them I do mind now though.....and I have to stop the boys and neighborhood friends decided to skate and they stole my skates so more ppl could skate I have a very small foot and they aren't very good yet and decided it was a good idea to ramp off things. Time to play doctor three out of four are bleeding in various places...

6/28/2016 3:33:42 AM: I took the boys to the lake to swum over the weekend. We were the only ones there before my mom or husband came down and it was beautiful. Very peaceful. I prefer lakes and rivers to pools. My oldest who is almost as tall as me and over a hundred lbs remembered the story of me getting chased out of the water by a snake as a kid. He is also very...women can't do anything guys are better at the stage he doesent need mom except when he thinks nobody can see then he sneaks me a kiss. He is afraid of snakes though. The entire time we were there alone he literally kept his arms around my neck and his feet against the front of my thighs would not touch bottom and of course I loved it because he needed mommy to save him and we'll it's good to feel needed. So it's all quiet and I start whispering about snakes and alligators and man eating fish and bull sharks and he held on tighter trying to pretend I wasn't getting to him and then I realized....I was freaking out because I scared myself with that nonsense. I didn't let him see it and I would never admit it and I wouldn't allow myself to get out of the water but yeah I was pretty sure the lock Ness monster or something with sharp teeth was going to eat me that day...no more trying to scare people