1/23/2018 7:38:20 AM: Yanno, I don't ask for much. I've found a partner, written right at the very tippy-top of my WRITTEN profile. And ALL IN CAPS! But even that's no use if YOU'RE TOO LAZY, A COMPLETE IMBECILE or THINK YOUR ONE-LINE, MOST LIKELY 3 WORD MESSAGE is going to even closely interest me. I'm not fake, accuse me of that, you'll get laughed at. Think I care? Nope, I just shake my feathers! READING THE DAMNED PROFILE IS EASY PEASY. SO IS UNDERSTANDING IT... But you won't read this if you haven't bothered reading THAT!! SO, oooo well, your loss not mine. I'm getting sick & bloody tired of the hipocrisy from those who expect courtesy, a doormat, an entitlement to their 'role' for whatever silly, jackassholery reason. I WILL NO LONGER COSSNOPERATE with pond-scum, slime sucking, snail trailing supposed 'men', or women for that matter,who think I will fall to their feet in a swoon!! AS IF I'VE EVER IN ALL MY LIFE DONE THAT!! (okay, except for knocking myself out)

11/21/2017 7:24:31 AM: It's good news/bad news kinda day. My blood sugar is too high. Back to only drinking water, cutting back on everything. I've also lost my kitchen privileges because ONE asshole can't follow directions and has NO boundaries! After being told laSt week there were two things to follow. Yet this dinglenutzz can break both in less than 20 seconds, if that. I swear, the steam emanating from my ears & nose made me look like Ferdinand the Bull in the Bugs Bunny cartoon. On the plus side, I've met who I think is a decent Dom, we've been chatting back & forth for a few weeks. See where it goes. I've met some crazies here, but also a few good Men. He seems to be One of the good ones so far. Our vanilla interests are close to a perfect match. The other stuff, weeeeelll we have some commonalities, I'm willing to give this a try. He's fine with that, we'll go from there!! 'Nuff said!

10/31/2017 10:58:23 PM: Well, I've been alone for 4 years now. Not easy, housing situation has changed, health has too. I've heard from someone, an actual NICE GUY Dominant, believe you me, a very rare breed! It's been almost 2 years, he's also had a rough go of it. We're just both looking for the same things. Yanno, ya reach a point in life and realize screw all the bullshit, the games, the constant buzzing from people who want to cause nothing but trouble. All you want is to have some happiness, some peace & quiet from the world outside.

7/14/2014 9:32:56 PM: Had my day made today!! Went to buy a pack of smokes (no, I don't need to receive notes from those who don't approve) and was asked to provide photo ID. I pulled out my driver's license, laughing my fool head off.  Asked the guy 'You're kidding, right?' He looked at me strangely, then kinda embarrassed and said 'No?'.  I told him I was 51 and that's why I was laughing so hard.  He didn't believe me.  I told him to take a look at my d/l and he'd see I was right.  He did, but said he couldn't believe it.  I looked so much younger.  Just a young guy doing his job, and making my day in a way he never knew.  My thanks to him.

12/30/2013 9:38:46 AM: Well, it's been a long time since I've posted a journal entry. Guess it's time I did. Paul & I reunited in the spring of this year. He was gallivanting around eastern Canada & decided to contact me. It was good news, he wanted to get back together. There was some 'splainin to do on his part, a lot of it. Questions were answered to my satisfaction. He was coming to me.   He arrived on the 1st of June, also his birthday. I can honestly say I'm not only IN love, I love him with all my being. This is a first for me. He's always there for me, he makes me laugh, he encourages me, he makes me feel safe, he let's me be me. In short, he loves who I am, the whole of me, flaws and all.   If you read my past journal entries, please make note of the dates they were written. I could delete them, but to me, they're where I was at that point in my life. Thanks.