what i am looking for is a little bizare but maybe this way i will find what i seek i was a slave for 6 years to a wonderful Master he was very posessive but i am a sneaky defiant slave so i did alot of things i should not have my master passed away i went a little nuts i guess you could say and got into a very vanilla relationship where i have to take control of things or household does not run very well so you can imangine how unhappy i am i am married to this vanilla person but with what i seek this does not matter  and any hard limits i have listed they are simply things i dont like but i know with me saying no limits and no choices i have no say with those limits at all  i am looking for a complete controlling strict sadistic Master/or mistress to i dont want any limits or choices about anything in my life basically a doormat i dont want online role play i want this for real not fantacy after you first talk with me i will tell you the exact thing i am looking for if you are serious we can talk more but im tired of the games and playing people do here so if your not serious then dont contact any further due to me being married i am unable to have meeting interveiws and things like that. i can not have kids and do not have kids