2/2/2014 8:58:41 PM: i am now being mentored by jimnick, and am amazed what a difference this is from past experiences. we are working specifically on my weight first. so that i can become more confident in myself and more pleasing for others. i only hope that i can live up to his expectations for me, that i can put the faith and trust in him, and that i can truly find myself with him. i know that i have to believe in myself, trust in myself and have faith in myself before i can with another, i feel that i am on the right road. as he listens......  

3/17/2013 6:06:09 PM: so i am wrong, i am meant for this lifestyle. to the person whom i talked to, there is a reason i am this way, because i am too trusting and believe the best in people. i am not weak nor am i stupid. i hung up on you because i believe that if you are Dom, you do not have to be rude or talk down to anyone. it is your loss that you will not get to know me and the wonderful woman that i am. i believe that in time i will find the one that is meant for me.

3/10/2013 4:22:05 PM: so i figure out this lifestyle may not be for me.

1/15/2013 6:55:10 AM: what does one do when the one person that i never thought would hate me turns out to say that the only reason he has ever talked to me or had anything to do with me was for sex. you ask me why i am posting this here. it is because He was the one that introduced me to this lifestyle, the One that i always turned to for advice,the One that always said that he would be there as a friend. He was lying to the woman with whom he has a child. i was honest with her, and now i feel lost. we have known each other for 17 years. when she told me all the things that he has said about me over the years, it cut me to the core of who i am. now i question my being in this life at all. maybe it is just all about sex......and not communication.

1/7/2013 6:14:27 PM: i have seen so many cocks on here it is hard to like any of them....show me your mind, your heart, your soul. then maybe i may be impressed.....