9/23/2013 7:28:45 PM: Dear Diary, Was rather good for a Monday.  i luv when i'm told to shut up for my singing is that bad,....  whoops, was i singing horribly out loud  again?  LOL  Yes i was.  Frolicking also.  Making corny jokes, yep.  That was my Monday.  Slow at work, and easy to do my job.  Haven't had a day like today in months.  Many months.  Maybe over a year.  And so on top of my game, oooo i luv it.  Anyways, after-all that,  i went on a shopping scavenger hunt to three different stores, and couldn't find what i was looking for.  i will keep looking!  :P  As for now, time to make something to eat, then lay in bed, thinking about Him, thinking about my place, while i tether myself to my bed, dream, and wake up thinking of Him, Oh He makes me feel so good inside.  What was i ever without Him? xo    

9/22/2013 4:43:42 PM: Dear Diary, Today's accomplishments solely included Laundry.  i took too naps today, and they were both long.  i was awake this morning and wasn't very tired, but then just slept and slept.  Ate a full breakfast early today, and just had a hearty supper.  i think i'll be in bed after this, just watching tv in bed till i wake for work.  i hate when there is something i need to do, i do it, and don't like the results.  Delete and try again.  Nope.  Over and over.  Practice makes Perfect they say.  Tomorrow is Monday again.  Not my favorite day of the week, but may go by the quickest.  Always a giant mess to clean, if i'm not there all falls apart.  Sad yet true.  Should have seen it when i cam back from vacation, took 2 weeks to clean it up.  Oh why am i thinking about work when i still have twelve hours till i realize i've been there for thirty minutes lol?  i need to focus on one thing and one thing alone, well, He's not a thing :P  Though He is where all my energy should be focused.  As it usually is, He never leaves my mind nor my heart.  Him on my mind results in me with wonderful dreams i am sure.  Waking up happy is a sure sign of that, despite how much i am dreading work.  errr work..  ...  i'm like a yo-yo tonight lol, focus!!!  ...on Him. xo

9/21/2013 6:24:11 PM: Dear Diary, So i went to the hair salon, just to set an appointment up, get prices, see if i can get what i wanted.  They said na, we can do you right now, they insisted, OK.  They didn't want to completely bleach it and dye the base, for they felt it too much for after having it straightened.  OK, that is fair.  So extra highlights instead.  It does look 1,000 times better then it did, so i am happy with it.  But this isn't the super fun part.  my card was denied.  i felt the price was way high, so didn't have that much cash on me, the atm next door also refused my card, contacting my bank when i can, Monday, but errr, hence why i've been so long without such, its a pain lol.  Drove home to get more cash.  Ran all over the place to pay for my salon trip.  Weird day.  Had lots of work done, so it was a fun trip.  And was even happier when i finally did get home.  What a glorious night.  i'm such a happy bitch.  Thank You. xo    

9/21/2013 10:28:35 AM: Dear Diary, i woke up happy, took care of a few things that needed, worked in the yard for a bit, took a nice long bath, and now i have a couple of other things that i need to tend to.  This past Friday was the first payday, that i didn't stop on the way home to pick up something to drink for the weekend, lol, i feel achieved.  i'm not saying i'm as dry as i think i will soon be, but feels so good to be off the spell i was on.  Thank You for fixing me. xo

9/20/2013 8:55:21 PM: Dear Diary, i've lied to myself, disconnected myself, felt so very far apart.  He was there to catch me.  He set me on my two feet again.  i don't understand why i can be so confused inside, but i am so happy He is there to set my thoughts straight.  i never want to be released.  Never.  On a whole different note, i need not forget again to ask someOne, if i may ask someone, for a shopping list.  So i write it here as a reminder to myself.  And yet on a different note again, i hate how everything double spaces here, so i wonder if html works here, for a single space,.... let's see:  <br>  So?  Did it work? lol  Or has it been so long i did it wrong?  ah, trial and error.  i want to avoid all errors.  Who wishes to be in error?  <br>  i just made a video of somethings in my room, to put to a song off the new album i just bought.  i'm greatly enjoying it.  They only come out with an album like every seven years, and always a great gift toward my life.  It could not have come at a better time.  <br>  Work has been good.  i have been great.  i truly have never felt so loved before.  Maybe it's simply because i have never been so deep in love before.  <br> xo