Update for April 7,2024:

My life has dramatically changed since the end of 2023. This is definitely farewell chapter, now that I'm listening to what the Universe has shared about how bdsm no longer has a purpose in my new life.

I'm planning on deleting my acct some time in 2024. Prior to enrolling online to become an energy healer to help others in their healing journies.  Learning to heal myself when noboy could offer answers to my questions has been painful, but simply amazing in the results thus far.  

Losing 120 lbs, 8 dress sizes, 1 shoe size, 0.5 inches in height while learning nearly all my medical issues were connected to trapped emotions has amazed me. Not to mention most of my physical issues people can still see occasionally were related to long term toxic, black, mold exposure helped me connect the dots. 

My entire sense of self has been altered forever and I wouldn't have it any other way honestly.  Learning from other healers, reading more books in 2 yrs has taught me that I can do anything. Simply by looking within me to ask the hard questions and heal myself like Ghandi, Mother Therasa, Buddha, Dr David Hawkins and so many others. 

This spiritual awakening is causing such a wonderful shift in my life that I am very grateful to stay the course in seeing it through. The Universe is not biased and the blessings of doing all of this has brought inspiration into my world. Literally.

I feel that more change is going to be happening very soon for me and I won't be looking in the rear view mirror much other than to see where I have come from and accept that the past was just there to teach me about the changes I need to continue making.

Should anyone from my past be interested in any lifestyle stuff seek me on fet. to grow your library of books.

Leaving this lifestyle after so many years of wasted time without real friendship has made this an easier choice. 

Good luck and happy trails everyone!

Peace out soon.