I am a slave at heart, but ultimately a submissive man seeking a truely dominant leader who knows what he wants, and will take absolute charge in the relationship.  I can provide for myself, but if you're the kind of man who wants true dedication from me, you need to be protective and the rock I can lean on without question or hesitation.

I see myself as possibly being a man's prized possession, not something to be used, abused, and tossed aside at some indiscriminate time.  Eventually I want to be his property, unleash the slave within.  I eventually want to be his intimate companion to follow him on his journey in life and share all of life’s experiences, joys, pleasures, sorrows and tragedies.  Wherever the master goes, I will follow.

I'm hoping to find a local man, possible husband, but more wanting him to be my owner, but I don't mind a little travel.  I can host in the right situation.  I'm seeking a long term relationship before I even contemplate relocation, though I really don't want to leave my home.

A little more about me:

I'm a little OCD, and micromanagement is an aspect of the work environment that I wouldn't mind to see in my private life.  When I'm set on a path of routine and regularity, I do believe I will be better set and prepared to instinctively submit to your will and desires.

I like leather, pvc, latex body suits, and have an image in my head where I'm head to toe in gear, no visible identity beyond my eye color, at least till I'm blindfolded, to be completley led, directed, pushed and pulled toward a cause entirely not my own for the pleasures of my man and what he would wish of me with my every breath and moment of my being.

Old Guard protocols are a desire of mine to learn.  Snap your fingers, direct your stare, call my attention and I will comply by your command. I know that Old Guard is a remnant of World War 2, Vietnam, and Korean veterans returning home.  As much as it's a bit of an old world lordship skill, being commanded in the same manner would be deserving of all of my submissive's loyalties and tendancies to whatever liking he wished of me.

I wear chastity from time to time.  30 days is my max so far with the assistance of a keyholder.  The goal was 75 days, but a rash developed and I was allowed out.  The device I wear is the Behind Barz.  It's a little uncomfortable, and hoping to find the correct attachments so as to hopefully never have to take it off ever again.  My ultimate goal is permanent chastity wear.  One day, I hope to never have to take it off.

My orgasms should be completely derived from my man's pleasures and his uses of my body.  Although I have yet to have a hands free orgams, I do know that they are possible, and desperately desire to have not just one, but many over and over as a direct result of pleasing my man and keeping him happy.  Perhaps a little selfish of me, but I'm a man too.

I shave most days, and wish to remain smooth and clean for my man.  i do plan on one day having my body completely lasered smooth for permanent hair removal.  Nose to toes as the saying goes.  I detest shaving, and would one day want to be completely free of it.  Clean skin, Smooth legs and arms for my man, that's what matters most.

Non bdsm interests include: Golf, hiking, video games (ps4rocket league), tv, reading.

I am interested in knowing you and answering any question you have for me.