I'm an educated, intelligent, and capable post-op transwoman with a good career. I've put in significant effort (and therapy!) to overcome a lot to get to this place in my life and am satisfied and proud to have done so.
I also have some very deep and desperate needs to be hurt and sexually controlled, degraded and humiliated.
I am not looking for 24/7 anything. My independence was too hard fought and I know from experience just what I can do on my own. I struggle constantly with my own sense of self-worth though, and sometimes it is such a relief to give up that struggle for a few hours or days. To give up and be hurt and used in the way that I fear and crave.
I've had years of experience in local BDSM communities and in D/s relationships, although none in the past several years. I've been tied, manhandled, chained, beaten, whipped, shocked, caged, and sexually used by groups. I miss it, I need it.