I am located in the Tidewater area of Virginia. please be local.

I require constant attention. I want what I want when I want it.

 I'm sad. I'm lonely. I'm broken and I ache. The yearning inside me is maddening. So long I have searched. So close I have come. And yet He eludes me. My heart is expansive and barren with so much capacity for love. So many times, it has been broken and pieced back together. The pieces are fragile now and the wall to guard them turbid and lofty. Yet it languishes to be broken down. My once confident shell no longer holds youths' ego. I seek someone gentle enough to control me, yet strong enough to let me fly. Someone who will protect me from all who wish to harm me, including myself. I want to look into his eyes and see the pride and love and know that I will never be more safe than in his arms. I am strong. I am intelligent. I am capable. I have too long been the guardian of my own self. These attributes though admirable are difficult to cede. Somewhere there is a patient, loving man who is confident enough to administer me to a place where the fortress walls may come down. In that place I shine. I will never disappoint him. He will be my Lord and Master and my every breath shall be for his glory. He shall never want. My natural talents of intuition and observation create an environment in which words are virtually obsolete. I may be fractured but not irreparable. Take me, love me, make me shiny and whole again. Your efforts will be greatly rewarded.

Sex should be wild. Unfettered and free. We're animals, aren't we? And, basically, we're all wolves in sheep's fur. I always wanted more. Not frequency, I am not talking about frequency; although that would have been great, too. I wanted more intensity. I wanted to be out there, outside myself, outside my skin. I wanted sex to be like robbing life out of the jaws of death!

Joel ~Northern Exposure

Sex is full of lies. The body tries to tell the truth, but, it's usually too battered with rules to be heard, and bound with pretenses so it can hardly move. We cripple ourselves with lies.

~ Jim Morrison

I've been away a while. I am still as lost as ever. Some days I can pretend it doesn't hurt. I can handle being alone. I thoroughly enjoy my own company, but it's the loneliness that destroys me. I can be in a crowd of thousands and still be lonely. I can have a thousand eyes upon me and still not be seen. I feel like a ghost. I see lovers and know their life is not perfect. none is. Still, I long for that imperfection. I long to be seen. Flaws and all. For someone to want me. to crave me. to feel completed by me. Someone who cares if I live or die. If I were gone tomorrow, would anyone even realize? Would anyone even care?

~Me

I AM SORRY BUT I ONLY RESPOND TO EMAILS WITH CLEAR RECENT FACE PHOTOS ATTACHED I am courteous enough to include a picture of myself and I expect the same courtesy. I don't want to see your cock. I'm sure it's great, but all in due time. I prefer someone local to me. MUST BE ATTRACTIVE and reasonably fit. If you cannot arouse my body you will never own my heart or mind. Must be creative, honest and NASTY!!!!!! I will not tolerate being lied to and honesty and openness are a very important. Thank you for your interest.