1/21/2024 9:21:52 PM: so just moving to North Carolina and procuring this property and clearing it by hand I have put in a lot of time and effort into this and unless someone was going to offer me another home with my name on the title I'm not willing to leave here as all that time and energy and money spent would be for not.

11/30/2023 6:42:03 AM: Today is my birthday. I woke up this morning to my boss's little girl who had made a video for me singing Happy Birthday it was so sweet and this small act of consideration made me cry. It's not always about gifts or money this was one of the most considerate birthday gifts I would have gotten all day she did it in the morning before she went to school and it absolutely warmed my heart. I can't wait to go out tonight with my family and enjoy Cuban food and reconnect with people have not seen in years. Have a beautiful day everyone.

11/27/2023 6:38:26 PM: ShadowFiendx thank you very much for my lovely dinner conversation. Thank you very much for being an absolute gentleman. I'm not sure where the connotation of the creepy Indian guy has come from that I have found Indian men to be very polite and respectful. You did not disappoint you had such a sweet demeanor and I felt like you had no expectation except for dinner and conversation and I absolutely appreciate that. I hope that we would be able to see one another again our conversation at the end made me especially warm on the inside and again I can't tell if you were blushing or not being wheatish as you are. Thank you for being a real life person and not just text between one another

11/27/2023 3:24:36 PM: Okay here is the absolute skinny I am not here for vanilla relationship I'm not here to be your girlfriend I am here to be an owner I am here to own a slave not a sub please know the difference I don't want to talk to you if you are a former Dom you would have your own ideas of what slavery entails and those are not my ideals. I definitely want someone who is going to care for my well-being put me first before yourself I want someone who is going to pay attention to my mood make me smile if I am depressed paint my toenails brush my hair surprise me with a bottle of perfume or buy me thigh high stockings as I only wear dresses and go through a lot of hosiery. I want somebody who is going to dote on me send me text telling me that they're thinking about me I want somebody who is going to want to please me and if I give you a spanking over my knee with your bare ass to let his cherry that you feel bad that you have displeased me to the point where I had to discipline you that you want to do better next time so that that doesn't happen. I don't care about what you look like. You're a slave I'm not going to have sex with you you need to want to wear a chastity belt for me. I don't want to hear about your disgusting needs to have an orgasm or give me an orgasm it will be something you earn to touch me and if you ever do get to touch me in a way that would bring me to orgasm what will be because I trust you and know you not because you're some rando who thinks you can shove your tongue up my cunt that's disgusting why would I let a stranger touch me. I want he wants to buy me a pair of pearl earrings because they would know how well I would take care of them and that it would remind me of my sweet subordinate who cared enough to make me smile I'm not asking someone to turn over their financials to me I'm not going to trade my time for your money that makes what we're doing a service and you expect things for your money I want you to genuinely just want what is best for me which will in turn be what is best for you as well I want someone who is going to sit at my feet and hug them because I have been away at work all day and you miss me so. I'm not one of the whores here who is going to use you up and throw you away I want someone who is of value to me. I know that submission is a gift and I place value on that gift I know that my Jewel of a slave is out there somewhere I missed all the riff Raff and trash where are you don't you want to be valued don't you want to be kept forever don't you want someone who knows your value as well. When did loyalty go away as a virtue.

11/27/2023 3:22:52 PM: I smell the most amazing perfume today Jo Malone apricot blossom and honey and then I saw the price tag and put it down and walked away I hate that I have expensive taste in  almost everything it seems. That's totally smelled like sunshine. I absolutely love perfumes and most super girly accoutrements. If any of you boys are looking for a gift for your ladies might I suggest the Joe Malone apricot blossom and honey. It will surely put you in their good graces.