Now about me...my name is Barbara. I'm a married woman of 20+ years and gotten to a point now where I'm not at all happy being a vanilla married house wife. He hasn't shown me any attention in a long time and well I have needs and cravings.  He doesn't know I'm on here and I want to keep it that way for a while. I have a way I want him to know that I'm a Slut but in order for him to know I have to find the right person . Please respect this. I'm very serious about finding this person. I'm not looking for sensitivity. I want a harsh verbal nasty person to treat me how I need to be treated.  just it's a needle in a haystack. 
 
I'm 5 6 248# bbw with 48dd Tits. My pussy is trimmed. I have always been submissive but I'm a point in my life now where I want to be a TOTAL slave. That to me means a lot. I don't want to have any say what so ever about anything period(FYI THIS DOESNT MEAN ON LINE EITHER I WANT THIS IS REAL LIFE NOT CYBER). I want to receive severe beatings,chained up at night,forced bi,oral,anal,water sports,humiliation,forced rimming. I often find myself masturbating to some weird thoughts and I am tired of masturbating about this. I want to spend the rest of my life being.treated like this and want this in my life all the time. I'm very serious
 
I want someone to take me away from my vanilla life. So if u think this you then message me and see if we connect and u can take me away and make me a truly happy woman