12/14/2015 11:16:23 AM: Sitting at work, bored and horny. Thinking how awesome it would be to get a message telling me to head to my mistress or masters house for servitude. Or be sent to the office of an associate of theirs to service them from under their desk. Makes me smile. Is there a group out there that does such things....I sure hope so.

12/5/2015 7:09:22 PM: Last night a gentlemen I have been chatting with every so often over the past few months agreed to come to my hotel room and 'work my ass good'. His interests included fisting which I am not ready for yet but turned on by the thought. Well, he was supposed to cum by at 10 p.m. He didnt show at that time. me being me, being horny and alone i had a few drinks to many and after jerking off a few times i went to bed around 12 pm.about 1230 I thought i was dreaming when i kept hearing a bird like tapping. After a few times i realized the noise was coming from my door. I lumber out of bed, pretty drunk and look through the peep hole. For a second i thought about opening the door but realized i was to drunk to set any boundaries. I would have been sub ass slut puddy in his hands and who knows what would have happened.However, now, I am turned on about the thought of opening the door and let him have at me. Is that wrong? Did I make a mistake? Who knows but damn the thought sure turns me on tonight:)

3/29/2015 7:20:52 AM: I woke up last night with a skin tearing hard on. I had this dream i went to a party, was mingling, having a few drinks and relaxing when all of a sudden everybody was gone but the host couple and two of their male friends. next thing I realized I was naked, face down on a bed with my hands cuffed to my ankles and ass in the air. A cock was dangled in my face and my ass was a bout to be violated when I woke up. Life really sucks sometimes:) What does that dream say about me? It tells me that deep inside I need to be used. Wow, what a moment.