Who am I? I can give you a short synopsis. That's really all they allow room for. I like baseball. I grew up playing it as a young kid and I haven't stopped. I may have to carry the glove to my grave. There is just something about it but I love.
I also like music. I started on the violin at the tender age of seven and became quite good. As a teenager, I took up the bass violin, and electric bass, and of course the guitar. I even have a Casio organ, sitting around the house. I even have a flute, which I took up for a while, but gave up rather quickly.
I also like bondage. I experimented with rope by tying myself up at the age of five. I had an old Mexican bullwhip that I used to use when I was about 10. Little did I know that they can actually be used on people. :D The things kids will do on a farm. In my 20s, and in my 30s, my girlfriends were always submissive. I didn't know that it was called that at the time. I just knew that I liked spanking and bondage. And I still didn't have a concept that this was not normal. I just thought it was natural. I really didn't know until my 40s, that there was an actual scene. I've been growing and learning from then on.
Growing up on a farm, I always had more animal friends than people. And I was always able to read them much more clearly. I always have a rather high opinion of people. When I first meet them, I give them a break.
I am much more of a glass half full person now than in my teens and 20’s. It was because of normal teenage angst and broken dreams, a tour in the Army, and a wonderful bout with alcohol. Towards the end of my 20s and early 30s, I straightened out my act, went back to school and got my degree. I certainly have different dreams now. In the ideal would be a farm near the water, but that may never happen. Mostly what I seek is finding the inner peace and happiness, and having a lot of fun along the way.
Best new negotiation line:
Any last requests?
I don't deliver pain.
I deliver intense stimulation.
Best fortune cookie saying:
Wisdom is gained through experience, not age
Who I am and who you perceive me to be may not be the same thing.
I am pretty happy with who I am.
I only wish you could be happy with who I am.
If you want resistance, try and change me into something I am not.
