8/22/2022 7:37:31 PM: Why is it so hard to even get a conversation going????? Actually meeting is probably an impossability.... I have yet to find a good BDSM site to meet others who actually want to meet, explore, play.  Anyone out there know of a good BDSM site? Hello....??? Is.... there.... anyone.... OUT THERE????

8/16/2022 6:42:37 PM: Thought for the day: I really wish I could find a FemDom who would make me her bitch slave. Use me however she wants. Abuse me, humiliate me, share me with her friends.... 🙃

8/16/2022 3:55:39 PM: I need some help in dressing. Since you cant update profiles on here, thought I would use journal as a way to put this out there. I want to dress and be used as a whore. Need guidance on what to wear, type of wig I would look good in, make up, etc.  Years ago I dressed for a guy I was playing with. It was allright but most of what I had didnt fit good. Threw it all out years ago. Looking to start over and build an inventory. Obviously, whoever helps me can use me how they want as thank you for their help.

8/15/2022 3:45:52 PM: My Balls ache so bad. I strap on my ball seperator. Been on for 2 hours. They are dark, swollen, aching bad....just need a Dominant know to smack them and abuse me.... Need to be used, need to be collared and used and abused daily.

7/11/2015 1:59:45 PM: I love the thought of being tied by the balls. Balls tied tight with a long rope that can be tied off to something that can't be moved so I'm kept in place, or kept from leaving until the Dom is done with me. I used to serve an older Dom who always kept me tied by the balls. Sometimes on the bed on my hands and knees, all the way down at the foot of the bed. So my ass was right at the end and in perfect place to fuck, spank, paddle, etc. He would tie my balls and then tie the other end to the bed frame with me on my hands and knees and my ass up in the air. Then he would either tie another rope around the head of my penis and all the way forward to the head of the bed or he'd tie my arms together at the elbows and then a rope around my wrists and tie that one to the head of the bed, so I was bent over on my hands/arms and knees and restrained helpless. He would leave a little bit of slack in both ropes so I could move forward or back a few inches, but nothing more than that. He enjoyed and got very turned on watching and making me strech my own balls or cock as I tried to desperately move away from whatever devious, perverted, sex act he was going to force on me, and force me to do.Then he would start the 'fun' as he called it. Spank my ass, insert different things in my ass, watch me strech my own balls as I tried to move away. He would force things in my mouth, dildos, his fingers, of course his cock and balls while at the same time pushing a dildo or something into my ass. He loved watching The constant battle of me either moving forward and streching my balls or moving back and streching my penis that was tied tightly at the head. He always pushed my pain limits, always came up with and forced me to do degrading things. He had me at his mercy, tied helpless and there for him to use and do whatever he wanted to me. Wether he was laying on the bed on his back with his cock pushed in my mouth and made to suck it for 20 or 30 minutes or standing behind me, his hard thick cock pushed all the way up my ass and squeezing my aching tied balls tightly until I was repeating exactly what he wanted me to say, eg: 'please fuck me harder so it hurts sir', or 'I'm your worthless faggot whore Sir', or make me beg him to cum in my mouth, it didn't matter, he always got what he wanted...a faggot slave to sexually violate and abuse, degrade, torture, and humiliate.... It's been a few years since I was Sirs faggot slave. It would be really great to find someone like him to serve and use me like he used to.