3/28/2011 2:13:50 PM: Oh my..... It seems that whenever I meet someone they inevitibly tell me that I am better looking in person than on my profile... Hmmm.... Not really sure that I like that but I think it's a compliment? I have pictures on my profile that are fairly recent (within the last year) but who knows why they don't accurately depict pretty me... perhaps I should take up one of the offers to have pictures done. So many shutterbugs on here it seems. And as a side note - I was going to send a message after reading a really awful hateful journal today but then thought better of it. I don't think ignorance is something easily fixed so I thought it best not to poke it with a stick. I have never entered a members profile name in my journal before but if any girls are looking at this and seeking a Dom; well lets just say personally I'd stay away from MindControlDom. He seems to do a lot more rambling than thinking... The term BBW is used because some people do find big woman attractive. Clearly not him but then to go on a bashing rampage... Lets just say that isn't very Dom minded attitude to have. His entry was deleted by cm as hateful so he just rewrote it - very charming indeed. Another dom bites the dust!

3/14/2011 1:42:32 AM: Masochistic vs submissive.... Hmm an interesting concept indeed. You see I consider myself a submissive that has done mostly masochistic (mainly spanking) play but recently it came to light that as I rarely play often with the same person I haven't really been 'trained'. I got a little defensive in that but in actuality after contemplation it's quite true. Perhaps this is the reason I have a hard time simply giving in to someone right away... I mean we aren't talking commitment fears but more along the lines of what I'm wanting and willing to do. I don't have sex everytime and generally not at all when I play the first few times out at least. Many Dom's see this as a crazy concept but I'm not saying never just more that if this is all about getting latex for you then chances are you aren't much of a Dom anyways. There are so many aspects of this thing we love and crave that I don't see the need to just spread my legs. Having said that I'm not one to tease or push either. I think everything has a natural flow to it and this holds true for a dynamic as well. Now to find a Dom to train me up a bit I guess. I'm not sure it would be a simple job but good things come to those who prosper!!

9/2/2010 3:43:26 PM: Well its been a little bit since I wrote in the old journal so I thought - why not? Went through the old inbox today and sent my responses (long overdue in most cases) and it occured to me that many think subs are fake online and that Dom's are players. Well it is likely true on both counts to some degree - collarme is free and easy to join after all so it just stands to reason.I would however like to point out a growing phrase I have seen in messages and profiles. It seems that there is a theory that bdsm as a lifestyle is different from the way one lives there life. And I quote "To me BDSM isn't simply a lifestyle it's the way I live my life." Well see if you are going to throw that out there at least think about what it means. A lifestyle is by definition the way one chooses to live their life and what they try to incorporate into it. So you are using a direct contradiction... and why is it that so many are starting this trend? Since when are Dom's followers and not capable of their own thought processes? If you have this in your profile - I suggest you delete it or amend it to something that makes sense....Another dom bites the dust.

7/5/2010 12:37:06 PM: Todays journal entry is not fetish related. Can you imagine? In all the hype with fetish we often forget that there are things outside our world of control and power and submission.So today I have new glasses. I know my first pic didn't have them - very tricky of me indeed. But they were very plain and un-imagniative. A little mature for me and made me look my age - how uncouth. So now I have new glasses and they are pink and purple... but this is not news. Actually the thing that surprised me was that the sales people were right! They said glare free would make a difference and I was kinda thinking... oh yeah ok. But my benefits would cover the extra fee so I thought why not?And let me be the first to say - big difference. Everything is much clearer and not even things far away but close up as well. And before you think this was due to a new set of prescriptions - nope - same as the old one.

7/1/2010 4:11:51 PM: Happy Canada Day!!As a side note if you message me 2 words and have a blank profile... don't expect a response.On a happy note - another fave video....http://www.spankingtube.com/watch/b35d504b99a0b22f1c56/Kaitlynn%27s-MaintainanceI like the realness of it. Doesn't seem staged and exagerrated - and he swings his arm pretty well.