7/3/2012 9:08:02 PM: Everything is good for now with grams.....vascular surgery again next week though......i love my grams and i hope this isnt taken wrong but when is it gonna be enuff.....she doesnt deserve this pain im afraid though she hasnt given the signs that eventually she is gonna give up....sighs

6/26/2012 10:29:16 PM: Grams is having vascular surgery AGAIN on the vein graft in her arm in the morning. The graft is a VERY NECESSARY EVIL, so that she can continue to dialysis three times a week to live. The last surgery bout two months ago was to remove part of it due to an infection attatched to the graft, this time its clogged......after surgery in the morning its off to work til midnite....can anyone tell me what its like to sleep?

6/21/2012 1:03:58 PM: Hey, im cranky, at work in customer service......and dont think its gonna go well at all

6/20/2012 4:33:32 PM: Working at work sux when all i wanna do is serve

6/18/2012 9:09:33 PM: I should be online a bit more now......my schedule is wack though so be patient