UPDATE: Cant stop dreaming of being a cuck slave

Successful business man on the outside,  living a 'normal' vanilla life.  

i have tried to ignore the calling in my heart but the more i try to bury it, to stronger it becomes.    

i am never happier nor more fulfilled than on my knees at the feet of my a Dominant Woman..under Her total control.

Although i have many responsibilities personally and career related at the moment, i am ready to take my submission to the next level and take a step down the slippery slope...

i am fascinated with people who are able to truly live in a D/s oriented world and who have built this for themselves and their slaves.

i am hoping to get closer to this world through offering my skills and abilities in the hope that i can be of some use or service and learn as much as i can.   i am drawn to TPE and the slave position like a moth to a flame, so hoping to get closer every day to this reality.

also, i have recently become perhaps unwisely obsessed with cages and chains and inescapable confinement and long desperately to feel a cold chain locked around my neck or ankle, to crawl inside a cage and close and snap the lock shut myself, and then know that i am at the mercy and under the total control of my captors.

Finally, i have a bit of an exhibitionist streak and would love to be a model for a entertainment and gain of my Superiors.