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| Hetero Male, 52, Ohio
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Ohio 6' 0"
52
Hetero
Caucasian
04/18/24 |
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Many have the desire. Few have the courage and self knowledge to embrace it.
Long term imprisonment, total objectification, identity erasure. such property is mere scum, undeserving of consideration.
Become a chattel. Females only.
Please do not write if you are a dumb-ass. You people exhaust me.
I am a man with a plan. I know who I am and what I want. you should be the same.
objects are nameless - but for convenience they do have categories. My can opener has no name, but it is a can opener. What category would remind you of what you have become?
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1/7/2018 3:35:05 PM: L'appel du vide - the crazy feeling you get on a high place when you realize, I could jump. Or maybe it's a sudden impulse to veer your car off the road and smash a mailbox. Or maybe you have the impulse to cross the centerline and steer into oncoming headlights.
L'appel du vide is a French phrase and it translates as 'the call of the void'. If you type it into Google the first link is to a Wikipedia page about suicidal ideation. Certainly the sudden crazy impulse to jump seems suicidal. But it is both more and less than that.
It usually comes with great fear and almost manic exhilaration. The call of the Void is a moment of possibility, when the rules are temporarily discarded, and one faces the Stark reality of how much could happen in the next moment. People don't jump. They step back from the void. But for that briefest of moments it is possible.
9/30/2017 6:47:02 PM: https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=PTgDrp76qOs
12/26/2016 1:54:44 AM: I have developed a series of conditioning protocols that enable me to reprogram a woman on a very deep level. In particular I enjoy creating deep masochists that need degradation to feel aroused. This is a permanent change. It slightly diminishes with time, but essentially amounts to a rewiring of the libido. Obviously, medical protocols are employed.
12/22/2016 4:27:21 PM: This is very disappointing. For several days I had an interesting dialogue with another member. It seemed nuanced and subtle and I was enjoying it. Now that person has been online all afternoon, and has not responded or even read my emails from today. The positive momentum I felt has been replaced with perplexity. Needless to say that previous positive momentum is now gone.
9/18/2016 1:50:12 AM: I place a raw egg in your mouth. You must hold it on your tongue and completely close your lips. Then I slap your face first one cheek then the other. The slaps are light at first. But they grow more intense. If you can keep the egg Unbroken you will be allowed to return it to me. But if it cracks or breaks you must swallow it.
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