9/11/2014 10:00:53 PM: Hazelnut MuffinThrough Nutella, I have had more hazelnut sandwiches, than hazelnut coffee.  If there exists a recipie for hazelnut muffins, I wouldn't know since all I know to use in a kitchen is a table and chair.Yet, I'm aware a pumkin was spared from the ordeal of pumpkin chunkin in the weeks to come.Moment of silence for all those that didn't make it.I'm left to wonder was there a specific topic you wanted to talk about--especially when we know of each other for so long? Then again, it felt like speed dating with only one person to intrigue and entertain. I enjoyed it!What is it about writing that makes it easy for me to use the title to your name, but too embarassed to say it in public?  Disregard me being introverted.  It's knowing not many will see the emails I write, and very few people who know me are aware of my curiousity to this lifestyle.Is it a benefit of being a loner or someone that might be addicted to thinking too much?Even though I have seen several thumbnail pics through the years, it was recalling the first pic  you sent me--specifically yours eyes--and the grey hat that made me ask your name, yesterday.  To clarify, the only grey thing I seen was the hat, and nothing else.  I might have a slight fixation with buckets, but I can't help admiring knowing that the driver's history is there for everyone to witness! Their own unique way of admitting there's no perfect driver. In the end, I must salute the things that catch my eye animate or not.My only disappointment came at not knowing what to do at the end.  I wasn't sure if it was right to ask if I can give you another hug as we went our seperate ways? Or if I could take your pic?  I only remembered this question while walking back.  Of which both are minor issues. Nothing more to say.

9/10/2014 3:38:47 PM: FinallyI met Miss Kelli today.  It was a surprise to be offered a hug--especially when I didn't expect it.  I'll agree, it shouldn't tooken so long, but I know I'm part of the reason for the delay--sometimes necessary.  Also, I am a problematic type who doesn't grasp his potential--as a Domme might.  Beauty is in the eye of the Beholder--as the saying goes.  Yes, I can't deny that I'm dysfunctional in my ways.  I guess you can say I'm lost in the reality of living a functional adult life.  At least, on daily schedule.  Yet, I can rest knowing that a sane, focused, responsible, short and to the point Domme exists on this site.  One Domme, that I hope I might get the chance to spend time again (even if it was just talking).  I'm more relieved knowing You're someone I can feel safe, but more fearful of pursuing the lifestyle since there's no way to truly prepare myself for the variety of fetishes that exist in it.  As you know, the conflicted aspect of me makes baby steps almost mandatory.  I'm not offering nor expecting anything from You, Miss Kelli.Still, I know it's one thing to talk with a Domme in person, A more serious matter to submit to One,and an honor of being able to play with Her.Personally, I question the sincerity of my focus to this lifestyle.

11/24/2013 6:03:04 PM:       1, may be considered the lonelinest number, but psychologically it comes with a wide variety of thoughts that enable a person to be emotionally alive.   1, I am aware, and truly understand the questionable beauty of it.

7/9/2013 11:03:22 AM: PChef741   What a fucking bummer on my part! I shouldn't haven't been surprised with the outcome of a series of questions I asked a female--to be more exactly-- a tomboy. Still, the profile was limitied to one pic, and had there been a few other pics maybe one or 2 of the questions wouldn't be asked by me. Believe me, I had no issue in keeping my mouth shut regarding those insiginficant questions. All the questions amounted to were insignificant curiousities, but you over compliment me as someone who reads fashion magazines, follows fashions shows, and what not. I personally, don't care how I look like (in fact it's a daily attitude I accept about myself. Wouldn't some of the of the questions been answer the moment I met you? Yes, but if you want to flaw me as male caught up on female looks, I'll admit you're partially correct on that assumption. I don't know why, but facial features are by far the most important thing to me (with or without make-up it's only a little variation to the details. Depending what a person can feel from glimpsing a person's face is a sense of their personality and soul. You indeed have one of each. Try to understand, I'm a loner who really has difficulties getting along or close to people for varieties of reasons. Given that I spend unbelievable amounts of time with thoughts on my mind on a wide variety of topics--If you like, continue to have the misjudgement from a set of questions that I could've handled differently.  Sorry for disappointing you and your bed set again.  Maybe 2 wrongs don't make a right, but how 2 wrongs make right in mathematics mesemersizes me!   Shhhh!!  

5/22/2013 6:36:03 PM: For many months, I wanted to vent a frustration that seems to be growing like a virus.  How is it possible that Dommes from the state of Connecticut (same state I happen to reside) only seek one kind of sub--a pay pig?    How can they complain about their experience of subs, when clearly that preference of subs and bold descriptions to what they seek in D/s relationship is money, gifts, and tributes.    Your words of affection--the blatant description of personal gain make it difficult for me to believe you have reasons to complain about subs and training them.  When in fact, it's probably an online relationship at a rate that the Domme is comfortable charging a sub for.  There's no real training involved--it's just a screwed up blackmail with a female that I question if she's truly a Domme or not.  Finally, I get to say it.   As for pro-Dommes, I'm still undecided about them.  That's why avoid them.