well its been awhile im out in california again havent seen pennsylvania since november . life is good  enjoying it finallly work has kept me busy so i dont  have much time or  anything  at all  sometimes it gets so lonely out on the road  the endless miles  that go on forever  what id give to have someone to come home to affter a long week  to walk in the door of my house and have  someone who just wants to be in my arms  will i ever find her i sure hope so the perfect love is out there some where ..... untill the next time   keep the pedal to the metal ......

fuck it another year spent being on the road the life i live is sometimes not fun but its my life....family and friends  wonder where i am well im living life on the road again  cant stay in one place but if i could im sure it would be oakland california  rough city  rough people  real city with real people who know how to live. put the bike in gear open the throttle up 60 70  80 mph the  faster the better

well yesterday sucked ass 

four days till the 31st of january the day my Son in law died .. been 3 yrs and ya know i wish i could of said goodbye to him if id of known he was gonna die id of let him know that he was family to this man here .i remember christmas eve 08  him and i at the bar raising hell like we always did if id of known it would be his last christmas id of drank a few more with him. this pain i feel inside my heart is real i miss him .. i see his 3 little kids growing up with no father around and it breaks my heart . they say tough men dont cry well let me tell you ive cried over my son in law for 3 yrs . nothing takes away the pain of a friend or loved one passing away..                     IN MEMORY OF SHAWN H MILES                                RIDE HARD MY BROTHER  .   AND KNOW THAT YOU ARE MISSED ON EARTH TILL WE RIDE TOGETHER AGAIN .....             

well its been almost 2 yrs since i split from my sub. finally used to not having one never imagined it would end the way it did bad thing is it was my doing what i wanted that caused it to end ive fought with myself for the last year wondering if it would of been different had i not messed it up...   stand and fight live by your heart always one more try im not afraid to die stand and fight say what you feel born with a heart of steel...