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NikkijMadison
Pan Transgender Submissive, 40, Ocean City, Maryland US 
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NikkijMadison

am a Fulltime TGirl living in Ocean City. I am formerly from Annapolis. I am now a Bartender. Bisexual, 5'9" 149 with Great legs, Firm body and one terrific booty! Previously owned! I live with two guys at the beach. I am truly their sextoy in every way.  I service them daily , work for them -- although i do get to keep all of tips. I am even loaned out from time to time. I have been auctioned to other couples or men or women at parties and events and i enjoy training our male and female wait staff at our restaurants. I enjoy being their sextoy!

I discovered my bisexual side at 11. My two mates from sixth grade,would meet after school to get naked and stroke our little dickies for hours. Soon we stroked each other. We tasted each others drippings and It was awesome experience with both Stevie and Rickie ... one day Jennifer two houses up joined us -- then I discovered  pussy. Yummy


I have been dressing femme since I was 17. I became curious earlier on mostly through rooting through my sisters draws and stealing their VS catalogs. It’s great having older sisters (Melissa and Megan) until they return from college to catch you wearing their new teddies, panties and other assorted lingerie. What an afternoon that was!

 

Then you become the little sister they have always wanted. The really wanted to shave my legs, and all my other body parts, doing my makeup and then dressing me up in frilly female attire … my first lacy garter belt and stocking set “hooked” me for life. Also having a younger sister Amanda (Mandi) was terrific too. Mel and Meg told her so Mandi and I played sisters a lot!

 

Throughout college and into my early twenties had me torn … I wanted to be a male but I loved my feminine side and all my female clothes. There was more and more temptation with being femme that kicked in more often. I really loved that side of me more than the vanilla male side. I wore lingerie – of all types -- under my male clothes never wanting to be caught but always hoping that certain someone would.  I toyed with my bisexual side as I truly enjoyed and still do both cock and pussy.  

 

That certain someone did … my first real love Vicki or Victoria as she wanted to be called when we were together. Jennie as I was called then emerged more often and soon we were running in the BDSM lifestyle. I never had to a ‘forced femme’ but we sometimes played along. I never enjoyed the pain side, but I was right there when it came to blindfolds, leashes, cuffs and other restraints.  Private humiliation evolved into more public displays.

 

Victoria and I were moving farther apart. She loved the dominant role but also enjoyed being submissive to men. Since my role with her was becoming almost 100% jennie at home in the evenings, bedroom and weekends, I wasn’t fulfilling all of her needs.

 

Then I met Ashley … my now ex ...serving as jennie. Our roles meshed perfectly and Nicole was born. My male side was soon to be over as I knew it. I did enjoy the sight of my male undies burning at my bachorette party in front of all of mine and Ashley's girl friends. Another ceremony after we returned from our honeymoon was the end to anything male that I didn’t need for work. Puff it was gone. 

 

It was nine years of servitude, learning the art of being a woman in bed and out.  Ashley taught me a great deal. We did split … for many of the right reasons as it was time for Nikki to emerge full time.

 

And she did… my body was transformed (implants) and a few other surgical touches  although I will remain non op. My playful side is Nikkij and here I am. So what am I seeking … I don’t know for sure anymore.

 

I love Dominant Men and Women all for different reasons. I understand the power exchange but I do have my limits… so I am more submissive as a slave role would never work for me.  I love the exchange between other tgirls as tgirls do know how to love each other. We have the same interests so I can serve either way – as a girl friend or as their submissive.  I normally don’t dominate another tgirl.

 

My switch role comes into play with submissive men who do not understand the role of a tgirl. I love to play with the boys who think they are st8 but love the idea of being with a tgirl… thinking that a tgirl on their lil’ pecker keeps them away from the b word.   They become addicted to their desires of thinking BDSM is all about sex. They become very vulnerable. I am not often  switch very much anymore.

 

My moods change – so some days I don’t know whether Jennifer, or Nicole, or jennie or nico or Nikkij will be pulling her big girl panties up her legs.  I can tell you this I am now having the time of my life. I am truly Nikkij most days!


I enjoy being sextoy. Not into heavy pain; not much interested in spankings either. I do enjoy cuffs, plugs, gags, leashes and chastity. Not long term chastity, but play time and even evenings out.  The longest tenure caged has been three weeks.


 


Enjoy!


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 additonal pictures are available upon request

12/21/2013 6:30:13 AM: I haven't updated this in awhile. I am enjoying my time as a sextoy. I also changed my status from switch to submissive. I know i still have some domme tendencies but I do enjoy being a submissive.... not a slave mind you! 3/16/2013 7:12:51 AM: Moved to the beach this summer. I still have my house in the Annapolis area. I am living with two bi gentlemen right now and just enjoying being a kinky sex toy. 12/2/2008 7:00:17 AM: Additional pictures available upon request. You also must have pictures to share. I do not send pictures to just anyone. I am not here to just add to your collection of pics. 9/15/2008 7:16:16 AM: I will not have immediate access to the internet for the next two to three weeks. i will be on and off intermittently. I will get to you as soon as I can. Have fun.. I will be. 
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