6/20/2008 10:21:38 PM: HI EVERYONE, IM BACK AGAIN, AND I HAVE TAKEN SOME NEW PIX, THIS TIME WITH A NICE MASK. I LOVE BEIGN A MODEL FOR MY FRIEND ROBERT, HE'S SUCH A SWEETHEART. IM GRATEFUL THAT I HAVE FRIENDS LIKE THAT.

5/21/2008 1:29:46 AM: IT'S ALMOST SUMMERTIME, AND IM STILL HOLDNG ON. I STILL HAVEN'T FOUND THE RIGHT SUB FOR ME. ARE THERE ANY DECENT SUBS LEFT THAT DON'T WANT SEX? ALL I GET IS ' TORTURE MY COK AND BALLS' ' I  WANT 2 B FUCKED BY A TV MISTRESS'. FRNAKLY IM TRIED OF IT!! THERE IS MORE 2 THIS LIFESTYLE THAN  GENITAL TORTURE AND SEX. BALANCE OF POWERS, HUMAN SEXUALITY, LOVE AND FRIENDSHIP. CONTROL AND PASSION. NOT MINDLES BUNNY SEX!!! FOT THAT KIND OF THIN U NEED 2 GO TO ONLINE BOOTY CALL OR SOME OTHER SITE. THIS IS THE INTERNET AFTER ALL, AND YES YOU WILL FIND ALL SORTS OF PEOPLE. SO I REALLY CAN'T COMPLAIN. SOME HAVE BEEN REAL AS TO WHAT THEY WANT. OTHERS, NOT SO MUCH.SOME HAVE EVEN OFFERED 2 FLY ME 2 VARIOUS COUNTRIES 2 VISIT THEM. IVE DECLINED THEM ALL DUE TO THE SIMPLE FACT I DON'T KNOW THESE PEOPLE FROM A HOLE IN THE WALL. OH WELL, THERE WILL COME A TIME WHEN THERE WILL BE SOMEONE THAT WILL BE GENUINE AND WANT 2 BE A SUB/SLAVE 2.I HAVE MY FLAWS AND I CAN ADMIT 2 THEM ALL. I GUESS I CAN CONSIDER MYSELF PERFECT, FLAWS AND ALL. AND THAT WITHIN ITSELF IS AN OXYMORON.AND YOU'D HAVE 2 BE A MORON NOT TO UNDERSTAND THAT CONCEPT.IVE COME TO A CONCLUSION: 'DO WHAT MAKE YOU HAPPY, JUST AS LONG AS YOU DON'T LEAVE OTHERS IN MISERY'UNTIL NEXT TIME DREAM OF ME MY DARKLINGSXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX

2/25/2008 12:28:23 AM: ITS ALMOST MARCH AND U KNOW WHAT,  SPRING IS ALMOST HERE. AND SO NOW IS THE TIME 2 DO SOME SPRING CLEANING. AND SOME NEW ADDITIONS. IVE MET A FEW BLACK FEMALE DOMMES AND I AHVE FALLEN IN LUV WITH THEM, NOT ROMANTICALLY,  BUT I HAVE LEARNED ALOT FORM THE FEW THAT I HAVE BEEN IN CONTACT WITH. THYE HAVE BEEN VERY KIND 2 ME. AS I DON'T HAVE VERY MANY FRIENDS HERE.

1/12/2008 10:49:21 AM: It's 2008, and im still here. ii don't know how o reven why. but im not gonna look a gift horse in the mouth. ive met a lot of nice people here since i joined and for th emost partt it is an experience, i've leaned alot form eveyone that has sent me a note. especailly my domme sistasand u know who u r,lol. 2008 will be a prosperous year for me.  It hurts to think about some of the things taht have happened to me in the past few months but im not gonna let that stop me form acheiving my goals.  i That's it 4 now,

8/9/2007 12:05:51 AM: YOU KNOW, IT'S BEEN AWHILE SINCE I HAVE PUT IN A JOURNAL ENTRY. IVE HAD A LOT OF UPS AND DOWNS SO FAR THIS YEAR. BUT YET IM STILL STANDING. RELATIONSHIPS, AND DEALING WITH SOME OF THE PEOPLE ON THIS SITE ITS AMAZING AT HOW BLACK TV DOMMES R IN DEMAND. SO IT LOOKS TO ME LIKE IM GOING TO HAVE 2 GO FULL TIIME AT THIS. I ALREADY HAVE A LIST OF POTENTIAL SUBS IN MY AREA, SO GETTING STARTED IS NOT A PROBLEM.RIGHT NOW, IM GOING 2 BE CANDID. IVE BEEN ALONE FOR MOST OF MY LIFE, MY PERSONAL LIFE THAT IS.EVEN WHEN I WAS IN RELATIONSHIPS. I WOULD LOVE 2 MEET SOMEONE MALE OR FEMALE THAT WOULD LIKE 2 BE WITH AN INDIVIDUAL SUCH AS MYSELF. I DON'T ASK 4 TOO MUCH IN THIS WORLD. I TRY NOT 2 B GREEDY, AND YET 9TIMESOUT OF TEN, I GET SCREWED.I CRY SOMETIMES,WHEN I COME HOME FROM WORK. CUZ I COME HOME 2 AN EMPTY APARTMENT.I HAVE A FRIEND, MY ROOMATE 2 B EXACT. I LIKE HER, ALOT. IVE TOLD HER THIS MANY TIMES. SHE FEELS THE SAME WAY I DO ABOUT HER. BUT, SHE'S NOT LOOKING 4 A RELATIONSHIP. I CAN RESPECT THAT.I GUESS IM 2 COMPLEX OF A PERSON 2 DEAL WITH. I GUESS THAT'S BECAUSE I LIVE MY LIFE BETWEEN 2 WORLDS. LIGHT AND DARK. THERE REALLY IS NO GREY AREA.UNTIL NEXT TIME MY DARKLINGS,DREAM OF MELADYSHYVONNE1XOXOXOXOX