Recently lost the love of my life. Trying to deal with the grief. Looking yes but do not know if I can get in a relationship. 

yes she was my submissive our entire married life.  She will always be in my heart. 

im lonely at times so if you want drop me a message. If I seem like I am difficult to talk to I probably am reminiscing. Not looking for pity just a person to go through life with.  Not looking for a poly situation. Looking for a relation that is vanilla at times and kinky when it's time to be kinky.  

I like to think I am a nice person. I do not try to hurt people unless they enjoy being hurt. I can not relocate.  I coujd be into online romance. I am kind caring and loving. I miss that mental connect very much. 

if you are interested by all means drop me a line.