I know, my title may sound strange /weird for some yet, that's the way my brain is wired and I don't have any control about my inner needs..I am also aware that it might be very difficult to find the right man but giving it a try here does not cost any money... :)
So, I am looking for a guy around my age, give or take, who gets satisfaction by providing pain or even physical abuse to his mate...as long as he does not end up in the hospital😊
Hopefully this kind of connection will develop for the long run to a special/unique relationship.
I was born in 1958, 5'9'' 159lb hairy.
I some basic short ''wish list" that would make it work:
- You have to weigh at least 175lb
-You  like kissing. And you  like being rimmed...
-you  like WS as mean of dominance and intimacy...
 If you are a control "freak" that is a nice bonus...                                                    -emotionally available.
The more pain/physical abuse I get the more affectionate I become...we can discuss the details in future communication
I don't care about penis size, and also not looking necessarily to get fucked..
I am in the bay area of San Francisco, it might be hard for me to relocate, yet if the connection is right who knows...so feel free, regardless of your location, to reach out to me.
PS: Open minded straight men are weccome to contact me.