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i am here to make friends who share similar interests as me.

D types, this includes Switches, please message my Sir under the username Bakayashu if you wish to message me. Thank you.

i am not interested in finding a Dominant, i already have one. If you are a Dom or a Switch, and you would like to chat... Please message my Sir FIRST, and once you have His okay, then and only then, you can message me, RESPECTFULLY, without the projecting of fantasies onto me or any other vulgarities. i am not calling you Sir or anything similar because i only call One Person that, and it isn't you.

i'm a masochistic slave who enjoys high impact play, and service oriented submission. i also enjoy being my Sir's free use slutty plaything. i am probably moving in with him sometime this year, so my location is set as His location, as mine is irrelevant.

In the vanilla world, i am polyamorous (including my Sir, I have two partners currently), a cat owner, a mother, a writer, a music lover, and an artist. i am disabled and slowly losing my ability to sketch and write by hand due to rheumatoid arthritis. i also have fibromyalgia and several different conditions having to do with my spine. Because of this, Sir is the only One who can determine how i should be played with, period, by anyone. Other hobbies include reading, singing, and learning how to play Magic: the Gathering. i'm also into sci-fi, comics, and scrapbooking.

I'm generally shy and quiet in person, anxious in social situations, and don't really like leaving the house unless it's to go for a ride in the car. i don't drive yet, but hoping to learn in the near ish future. i can be silly and playful and a bit impish, but i am NOT a brat. I don't enjoy getting punished, in fact, it breaks my heart whenever i've earned it because i know I've let my Sir down. So no, i am not going to push buttons on purpose, be defiant, or otherwise bratty just to get a rise out of my Sir. my impishness is simply lighthearted playfulness that sometimes includes teasing.

i hope to make a few friends here, so feel free to message me (:

Aaaand I've got COVID. Kinda knew this wasn't just a cold or flu. Fluids and rest for me, and hopefully it makes its exit soon. Unavailable until I'm well again.

I'm sick. Again. Mostly been asleep for the past few days. I don't see that changing anytime soon.

i can't sleep again. Insomnia has been kicking my ass all year. Me and steroids just don't mix but it's necessary, so I basically don't sleep restfully or much at all. I'm exhausted. I've noticed Sir has been incredibly understanding when I've said goodnight and attempted sleep only to find myself restless and wide awake and so I grab my phone to doom scroll. He's usually asleep but will sometimes text me if he sees I'm online or senses I'm awake. Sometimes I'll text him that I can't sleep and he will see it when he sees it. I'm always afraid of waking him though so lately I haven't text him when I can't sleep. Tonight is no different, I'm exhausted yet can't sleep. All I really want is to be in his arms, to rest, to feel at home, to feel safe again.

Why on earth would you post a photo of YOUR HOUSE on here?! RIP to your safety I guess.

I honestly hate the holidays this year. I don't have my kiddo with me. We switched to spring and summer breaks for her visits I don't have my dad with me. He's been gone a couple of years, this being the second holiday season without him. And it's been awhile since I've seen my Sir. I just really really need a Sir hug from my Sir. Gonna make the most of it though.

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